shep the shepherd - hmblemsft lyrics
i really used to think i had it all together
no really, i felt like i could handle whatever
came…. my ….. way
what a mistake
slap in the face, brick wall
i was like kj (52), but tagging along
rude awaking,
here…. i…. am
minimal friends,
acquaintances?
well i got mountains of them
thousands of grins
they all stick around till life gets sticky n’ grim
used to stay grim-e
they called me tim shaaaad- e
like to think i was innocent until about eighty-four
pops was like kid in a candy store
ladies?
he always kept 3 in the mix
tho, didn’t phase me
till moooma asked; where we went?
since that day i was never the same,
re-gret
i didn’t know i was supposed to cover your blame
i was just a lil’ dude, maybe 8
biggest concern was finding cake and
play
what’s wrong wit-chu?
no really man whats wrong wit-chu?
i used to look up to suuupermaaan
but guess what?
supermans dead!
i used to think i had a plaaaan
but guees what? i chose jesus instead!
lifes over here trying to play me
i have to remind myself that jesus saved me
outcast but chosen
heart n’ soul choking on the safety net built on the stuff i was smoking
i can now see how the deciet set in
i was on a roll, x, meth, c0ke,
mixed with liquid…
l for the sugar cubes, call em pills
anxiety set in before i was ment–2-be–ill
way back when i grew a cure,
for my empty pockets
they say money don’t grow on trees, stop it!
after the utility bill, its all profit
but what good did it profit if it took my direct line to god, n’ straight up chopped it
dis-con-nect
guess i was more concerned with my pro fit
been mormon, catholic, agnostist
for a min, u-t-e
tansparent on the mic,
u-c-me
this is shep simple and plain
better belive without the lord i’m simply insane
im simply just cain, want to be able
she broke off the axes head
and hit me with what? ….i can’t handle
everybody waving at me, like they so proud
i recall all they faces as they watched me go down
touched the bottom
reality check, emotions un-bottled
it wasn’t paranoia, i was actually being followed
opposite of blessed
by the one that stalks n’ seeks to dee-va-our me…
till theres nothing left
hard to swallow when i called a meet
with the pastor
concerns expressed
with our church
how we lacking, missing connect
hearts hollow
the sheep can’t live off laughter alone
been watching people drown
i was home alone.
after, his words
“sorry you feel that way”
no solution
as he watched me n’ my famiky walk away
thankfull, that was the day i lost faith in man
taught me to find jesus, and just lean in
no more riding the fence
no more playing church
i’m all the way in i don’t care if it hurts
no way i’m missing the mark or falling again
as long as i keep my eyes on him
thank you jesus!
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