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shonasta - fountain of youth lyrics

[verse 1]
laid across my single mattress. amaretto on my counter
try’na drown away my stresses. beg the silence just get louder
i’m the one who’s slowly drowning. try’na stay afloat. i’m flailing
missing all these deadlines and these targets that i am aiming for
i just spend all of my days spending my pay. i should move into the stores
bought a new tv today. sit by the speakers. now i got no room for more
prob’ly chuck suttin’ away. wait ’bout a week. f+ck it, i’m buying tom ford
allysha be taking my card ’cause i cannot be trusted with cash. i’m a financial wh0re
ma, i wanna drop out. this ain’t for me. what am i gonna tell dad?
how you think he gon’ react?. will he disown me? i know he’ll prob’ly get mad
but i don’t wanna pursue what he wants me to do, ma. his vision’s not the one i have
think we just need to sit down and talk all of this out. i’ll explain if you give me a chance
that’s why i got respect for you. you listen to me whereas dad will just try to talk over
gotta be drunk to be disrespecting him this bad in our culture. just pray i get sober

[verse 2]
this ain’t no fountain of youth. i know the truth. this water it makes you look older
that kid you knew from before who’s afraid to speak up. he grew up. he grew tough. now he’s bolder
had no one watching his back. once got attached. learned to look over his shoulder
once put his trust in another who f+cked him right over and that’s how the kiddo turned rogue
this ain’t no fountain of youth. hold onto your coppers. your wishes mean nothing to me
where was your input when i put the work in? when i had to hustle my way through these streets?
now it’s all coming together, you wanna pretend you supported when i was in need?
when i flopped a+levels how you were laughing and now you’re here gassing fam + blasphemy
i moved on. i moved up in the world. let that ho go. got a new girl
still i can’t run from my demons. fifth time i’m shooting my s+m+n
can’t hold myself up. i’m leaning. goes through my phone and she’s grieving
fifth time we argue this evening. pack her sh+t up. now she leaving. bruh
just pray i get sober
pray i get sober

[chorus]
this ain’t no fountain of youth. ain’t no fountain of youth and i know
still sippin’ up on the juice. control me? i can’t anymore
this ain’t no fountain of youth. ain’t no fountain of youth and i know
still sippin’ up on the juice. control me? i can’t anymore
this ain’t no fountain of youth. ain’t no fountain of youth and i know
still sippin’ up on the juice

- shonasta lyrics

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