siahthylegend - tale of kaufman lyrics
(intro)
lil josiah graduated
he done finally did it
a jumpstart to adulthood
with his future’s written
though he don’t wanna admit it
he gon’ miss the city
i hope he recollects his memories
and keeps it litty
lil josiah graduated
he walks the stage in may
but chose to leave in winter
said he couldn’t stay
he claimed his future’s written
and kaufman held him from it
is it a dream fulfilled
or is he simply runnin’ from it?
(chapter 1)
september 17th 2021
from the 210 to kaufman guess
this should be fun
parents was separated and finally
amends
i had some daddy issues but at least
i had pen
did a bit online high school with liberty
but honestly my mental health
was belittling
hated all this reading and googling everything
quizlet supported but drained all my energy
in the 210 you truly thrive off everything you get
i ain’t go to public school there it’s ghetto and a wreck
but in kaufman its peaceful its just drama
to your neck
i could handle it begged my dad but then i took a step
at the second i got expelled
the second that i excelled
got enrolled and khs in november
its gon go well
finally some social interaction
and new tales
leaving behind a past of trauma
and all my worst fails
(chapter 2)
november 7th
started class and hid the fact
i was “thylegend”
i was only siah to them
didn’t had the guts to mention
hopefully i find my brethren
had dreams of rappin for the
class but i was just a freshmen
the fishy year was silent and i only got punched once
people found my instagram but still n0body knew much
the only really friend that i had was a senior
but i ain’t see her since pray that she ain’t disappeared
(chapter 3)
but within that summer i was catfished
youth group accusing of sendin a couple bad pics
truth is never sent image to any one of them woman
i would’ve k!lled the person who did it even though i shouldn’t
told god the battle his but took it in my hands
should’ve let him be lawyer but i just took a stance
lost a couple friendships and godly influences
kicked out of a youth group really
going through it man
(chapter 4)
soph0m+re year pops put me in marching band
i ain’t read the music but i had the sk!ll of drums at hand
they put me on the rack i played china and suspended cymbal
i ain’t suspended but the soph0m+re ain’t simple
that same year i had my first show as an artist
open mic showcased me as the youngest and hardest
from that point on secret identity revealed
i was the legend himself and in a rap career field
marching band was fun tho we made it state
learned discipline but got distracted by a babe
(chapter 5)
shawty had a crush on me fell into peer pressure
mama didn’t like her much she was
my current treasure
long story short we ended up each others victims
quit band in junior year because of her it was a prison
15 months together with 4 miscommunications
s+xual demons took a visit
every occasion
to this day i still pray my ex finds jesús
but if she went to h+ll remembering me i’d be screwed
made a vouch i’d never waste a woman’s time again
i’d respect her temple keep myself pure till marriage sets
(chapter 6)
january 2024 i took a month fast
old testament was read reflected in a big flash
a chasing of relationship but ended with religion
break from social media and breakin old traditions
lost a couple pounds from not eatin till sundown
gained a chunk a knowledge that literally held my faith down
new self discoveries and liberty from secret sins
went to church with homegirl
thats truly my favor is
abeni asked who i was without my pain
didn’t have an answer but i’d find it one day
elena gave encouragement after she heard my deepest secrets
and the judgment was absent and all
my wounds were treated
starting taking choir mrs hardin improved my vocal range
starting doing theater my stage presence got insane
did a bit welding and locked in and got all a’s
truth is the month fast made me go insane
paranoid with perfection
rippin off my necklace
tryin break these chains
they heavier than breakfast
its why i had to rid them for my last tape
i am not a rapper who is burdened and depressed mane
(chapter 7)
later down the line i got confronted by ex
she heard a couple rumors but we finally made amends
but next day truly thought that i deserved a death
i failed to bring her christ dawg the devil’s sending threats
february 2nd went to school with a river of tears
said my last goodbyes to my homies and all of my peers
got overstimulated when she hugged me in the hallway
fell down the stairs and got a seizure oh thats just great
nicole’s sent me home
without a suicide watch
i was walking to a river where i would
get clocked
had the knife in hand but i stabbed a hand with a hole in it
yeshua told me “we ain’t done yet” my burdens lifted
from that point on i was gifted with deliverance
free from secret sin and free from all religion
(chapter 8)
senior year finally the living sacrifice
wrote sharpen that axe so we could tell them we had fight
football team praised me i wanted them to praise him
ty b was leadin fca im tryin be like him
god spoke to me
you are rapping at the pep rally
after your performance
pray in front of them
and get rallied
and have no fear because with
you son
only problem was i felt unworthy
as chosen one
still dealin with the personal conflict
had a dark past that prolly make me a convict
well david was a murderer
and fulfilled my purpose
even after my own heart
siah look where worth is
children go where i send thee
im sending you right now
take a walk and go and tell your pride
he needs to pipe down
and where were you when i
rose the sun for the first time
i already showed you healing dawg
you need to show them christ
i know you not a fool so
why deny my gospel
the spirit thats within you is
the same one as pablo’s
i’m not sendin siahthylegend lets get this
right
i’m sending out yoshi yahu the living sacrifice
(outro)
finally i did it
i said the name jesus infront
of the district
for years they try to silence
that voice
but they can’t stop yaweh
isn’t finished
abeni i know who i am without my pain
elena the light is shining for the rest of my days
jael i’ll never be alone again
thank you kaufman for establishing
my legend
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