a b c d e f g h i j k l m n o p q r s t u v w x y z 0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 #

sillyfurcorn clock - dysmorphism lyrics

the good turns bad
the simple’s the sad
i know more who you are
then i know who the h+ll i am
i wanna see the real world
i don’t wanna be some mean swirling
emotionful d+ck that means more than n0body
you mean more than me girl
i just wanna stop the suffering
i’m looking for ways to escape
but the heart heals more than the mind
and the mind k!lls you more than the heart
just wanna be like i was back from the start
but i’m dying inside
and the mind won’t restart
it’s like losing a flashlight
while scoping the dark
of an infinite void
and i’m losing the coins
that can buy me the happiness
falling apart
and i’m losing control of the places i’m happiness
left me on read, feel like i’m the nastiest b+tch
that can grasp the most masked of the packed
and i’m blasting through bars but can’t blast through the dark
just another get in an egg carton
my visions is blurry my dead scars
get worse by the second
it’s less hard to just let this stuff go
but i’m messed up
stressed like a dog in a cage
whimpering its life away the island in black
the surrounding are too
but the mindset i’m in is the only thing stopping me from getting closer to just
me and you
chronicles written
the articles within will never change unless we
harden and thicken
my brain starts to rot
and my blood starts to clot
my veins will untangle if my hearts gets the gist of it
sentences jumble together
i stumble to fathom what it would de
without you ever
i wish i was me again
wish you would see my true colors
see how much i love you and love you but
i don’t really give the reason why the person i became has to be the biggest pr+ck on the earth
i don’t want you harming yourself
i feel you [?] elf on the shelf
surveying it making strength to restrain it
and i think about you often but the brain just [?] think about itself freaking exploding by a 3 inch metal bullet but i think i might just cry instead for 25 hours a day no motivation mind is dead
just put me in a straightjacket
i’ll lose my mind on my own
it’s the cries that bled me out
it’s the freaking scream & shouts
reasons i decide to pout about myself
i look myself in the mirror and i scold it
and i punch the living sh+t out of it
and i suck it up
but it coming back next minute
i’m the only person that understand
“manipulative piece of sh+t”
is the words that repeat in my mind
i lost raw ability to love you
and i can’t listen to half the songs i listened to before
cause they remind me of you
and i might just refuse to rewrite this whole thing and might just refuse to not love you anymore
cause you’re the only person i trust anymore

- sillyfurcorn clock lyrics

Random Lyrics

HOT LYRICS