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sinneyy - dear diary lyrics

[intro]
so,i just write a bunch of feelings and emotions in a journal
i mean i can do that,like a diary
but i just feel my writing isn’t as good so
i might just talk it in a song if that makes sense
because people can hear it, i can hear it
and i don’t have to look back at my writing be like woah
thats really bad handwritting you got there you know what i mean like
but i just wanna write to every individual that ive had feelings for
and just speak my heart about them you know what i mean
i just wanna tell them how i really felt about them and
yeah and every+ everyone one of them i really do care about so
i got it,i got it
let me start off with the first one

[verse 1]
hey nadia,you were my first crush
and i’ll always have love for you
but lately you are in and out of my life
and i don’t know what to do
you know i’d do right by you but i guess you got other plans (i guess)

[verse 2]
hey sophie,we go way back up to how we grew up
but you chose other men who’d do you wrong
i’m always here for you with open arms
i give you sp+ce for the second time now
i’d never let anyone hurt you whist i’m around (whist i’m around)
[verse 3]
hey emily,i see your settling down with a new man and a kid so good for you
you were too nice even after shutting me out but hey god bless you
you chose a life better and i congratulate you
so here’s to you! (to you)

[verse 4]
hey lauren,i still can’t get over how we were neighbours and we never resolved anything
nights i’d cry staring at the wall how i didn’t say anything
my heart was aching to do something
but i respected your privacy and kept it moving (im sorry)

[verse 5]
hey phoebe,you closed the chapter ages ago
but i tried to make a go
and see how you are,but it was just a small response
i really wish i could done things differently especially during the old days
i said too much and that’s obviously not the best case
but i really wanted you believe in me
i really wanted you to need me
and that’s selfish to see
but i don’t want you to save me
i want you to be happy and be let free
(or save you)

[verse 6]
hey klaudia,why lie for years about your past?
i was there from your bad days even took your cr+p
you mentally f+cked me and i kept you inside the back of my mind
trying to forget how i cared for you every f+cking time
despite that you lied you left a place in my mind
but your deceitful ways kept me trapped and that wasn’t really wise
you hurt me but you taught me a lesson
never to trust anyone with good intentions
from now on theirs always gonna be tension (such a b+tch)
[verse 7]
hey deanna,you were the only one who said they loved me but did you really mean it?
i was head over heels for you girl but it’s really my fault isn’t it?
i got too complacent and crazy over you and it ruined me
i put myself in hospital twice over the silly things
i was so stupid and naive
i could of been so much more for you
instead i tried to be controlling and it broke us into two
i still keep you in my thoughts and still wanna apologise ten times over
but it won’t matter,i know you’ll find your happily ever after (i know you will)

[verse 8]
hey natacha,i did care for you but i feel their is no love anymore
you reach out to me but their was no emotional support
nowadays i force things onto you and that’s not love
we are so far away but i’ll hold you dear to my heart (au revoir)

[verse 9]
hey hannah,you were the last girl who i had genuine feelings for
i’d lock onto your eyes and that was it,i was all yours
but i kept presenting my feelings and that kept pushing you away
i just hope you can hear me say this as i wanna say
you are amazing and if i could go back and make it right i would
i wanna get to know you more and properly as i should
i’d say things differently and be more mature how i come about
you were someone i couldn’t stop thinking about…..
[chorus]
but i f+cking hate you
but i love you
i’m bad at keeping my emotions handled
you’re good at being perfect
im good at being troubled
yeah

i f+cking hate you
but i love you
i’m bad at keeping my emotions handled
you’re good at being perfect
i’m good at being troubled
yeah

[outro]
did i really ran out of pages?
there’s nothing left
i need to get a new book or something
aha

- sinneyy lyrics

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