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slyrex - lost lyrics

[verse]
sometimes i wonder what this would be like
if i never reached down and picked up a mic
8 with a lot on my plate
mama was stressing, my pops bout to break
brother & sisters was in their rooms playing, i’ll never forget what i thought on that day
watching them go through the stack of bills by the door & wonder just how they would pay
watching my mama cry
that left me traumatized
all cause of wallet size
the economy sucked & then trying to finding a job was like
searching for a needle in a haystack
the way my pop worked was ridiculous
then went to school at night, got stressed out, came home yelling “god am i sick of this!
i just keep stressing & yelling, i’m hurting inside
am i gon work till i die?
am i gon get early curtains cause my blood pressure rose, i am certain that i can do better than this!”
so young but i still saw the hurt in his eyes, the burden & strife
they ain’t deserving this life
they’d argue, i heard em at night
i cried & i felt so useless like man
accident child, i ruined their plans
in my room drawing up stupid lil plans
all i wanted was a tool in my hands
wanted to go sell an o in the street
but no one would front me the tree
no one would front me a key
no one was running w me
wanted to up & just leave
school full of rich kids & that made me feel even more alone
all this stuff we couldn’t afford to own
these people never needed mortgage loans
& i ain’t need the money for me
i wanted to put my parents in a gorgeous home
and throw em 2 sets of the keys
tell em “don’t worry bout a thing, it’s yours to own”

[hook]
i lost myself along the way in who i thought you were to me
i lost myself along the way
god, i’m falling, that’s why i’m calling you
could you help me find my way?
i lost myself along the way

[outro]
lost and you just can’t save me
this is the life that i know & it made me
this is why i can’t commit to her lately
this is why music is the only thing that makes me whole
walking in the rain & cold to a walmart after school for a 9 hour shift
just to make it home
11 at night, then homework, then cl-ss at 8 in the morn
gotta make music on top of that, can’t call fam cause i’m drinking now
but when i lay down to sleep, i promise you’re all that i think about

[family christmas celebration]

- slyrex lyrics

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