snowyrooftops - a eulogy for someone who isn't dead lyrics
[spoken word]
yeah, yeah, well, i guess it’s easy to be efficient when you’re not feeling what i am
don’t tell me how i’m feeling okay, i’m his son too
are you?
when you were a little kid, did you sit next to him while he watched tv all night long, hoping that he’d say something to you?
did you ever once clean up after him when he came home drunk?
and when he didn’t come home at all, did you lay in bed thinking it was something you did that drove him away?
and when he was gone, did you walk around and make+believe that everything was okay when inside it was tearing you apart?
did you?
no, no
i didn’t do any of those things
you see i knew i had a father
and he was going for me my whole life
but you don’t have a kid yet
look at you, you know who you are
you deal with things
me? i’m just another version of him
[?]
bleeding i’m broken
but at least i’m not you
i will forgive and i will forget
that you are [?]
[?]
you’re all in my head
i’m losing my f+cking mind
when you are [?]
i’m losing control
’cause [?]
time will show us
memories i can’t see
when you’re gone i will be
[?]
make+believe who will be
everything when you hear
i am losing all control
i don’t know what to feel
it starts to freeze my insides
i felt that i could be anything to you
but i am hurting
blood dripping down my face
i can’t see where i am falling into
(i can’t)
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