son anthony - you (valentine) lyrics
i have waited so long for a light like the one
you give off to dispel all darkness
i tried to use this warmth as best i could
cos in the back of mind, i knew you’d leave me there heartless
worn out since i wept over the welcome mat persona
working on re-imagining my worth in your eyes
it’s a very trying process and i’m dying to succeed
in living out the dream of being someone for you to believe in
conversely, the faith i have in you is long-standing
planning out a course of action where i’ll have you in my grasps
for a tangible love is more fulfilling than the conceptualization of just that
f-ck that
i get it. i will never meet up to your standards
the faith i have invested left my lonely raft stranded
how could i peddle back to land without an oar
and trying to tread in the water that i feel like i’m trapped under?
i really miss you today
i miss you everyday, but today of all days is significantly worse
it’s hard to escape a head thats occupied by your thought
at all times where it is easy to get lost in
love is tortuous but beautiful
i’m so used to losing at this game where i no longer want to play it
drastic you can say but if you peep my track record
and the reasons for occurrences you may just get burned
(i’m not trying to get all morrissey on you, but)
your display of affection awoke the side of me
i hide away and it has been dormant for so long
dusting off the trust for i’ve forgotten how to use it
cos its been abused by one who said they’d never harm me
you made it so easy confide in
the tears am-ssed to the point they are ruled by poseidon
i dream of the day where i will wake up beside you
but impact upon awakening is like trains colliding
i’m still waiting for someone like you
the same one for when i’m down i can run right to
i’m not sure if we have met or if you even exist
but i’m obsessed with what little or lot i’ve been presented with
— as it states
the b-tterflies feel more weighted than intended
then they end up dying off when you say we’re just friends
i descend into the bends. i descend into the bends
and since my decent i wish this day would just end
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