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son nova - kingdom of horns lyrics

[intro]

[verse 1]
shut myself off to the outside
duelling all the monsters, lurking inside
i be getting lost in my own mind
when it comes to reality, i think its all lies
they can’t see the pain in this fake smile
i’m in my own lane, feeling exiled
alone with my thoughts, i might just go wild
wonder if this trip, will be worth while
looking in the mirror like
what is really here for me?
dreams of having riches
but the picture isn’t clear to me
will my dreams and aspirations
just lead me to more iniquity?
is everything i really wanted
really what is best for me ?
is everything that i desire
everything its cracked up to be ?
i’m going down a path
that i didn’t want to see
compelled within these walls
but this place ain’t right for me
just another pity story
please do not feel sorry for me
i’m just on some grown sh-t
crusin’ on a guilt trip, in a lonely sp-ceship
too scared of the unknown, to ever be selfish
never seen the mans face
but i may burn for the h-ll of it
how can i save them
when i can’t save myself ?
dirty movies and the junk food
ain’t good for my health
its so f-cking obvious
but its hard to break imbalance
tryna find the cure for sadness
hidden in this chalice
wake up every morning
saying don’t give into madness

[bridge]
will i lose
or will i win?
in the quest to find true meaning in this world
where do i begin?
i’m afraid, and i’m alone
in the pursuit to find true happiness
just wanna know where i belong
where do i belong ?

[chorus]

where do i belong?

[verse 2]
living life as an introverted sad sack
isolated mind state, got me feeling sidetracked
in love with a girl that belongs to another
ever since she broke it off, i have not recovered
tell her what she wants to hear
and not how much i’ve suffered
don’t know if god hates me or is just testing me
do my trials and tribulations prove
that he plans something great for me?
its getting harder and harder
to not lose my patience
life’s got me on those ropes
when will i get my vengeance?
i’m jealous of strangers
i miss having friends
even though those n-ggas weren’t rangers
loyalty meant nothing to them
so f-ck all of them
they had the blood of a serpent
so i ain’t f-cking with them
i sleep so long, cause i dread everyday
find comfort in my dreams
to take my reality away
life’s too stressful, my life’s going dreadful
i tried therapy, but that sh-t weren’t helpful
i be so depressed, but you would never guess
i just keep my head down and never effervesce
not sure how to make new friends
so i just keep to myself
id rather suffer in silence
than ask for some help
ever again
momma be calling my phone
i have to lie to her again
tell her imma be alright and everything’s good
schools going well
im acting like i should

[bridge]

[chorus]

- son nova lyrics

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