son of saturn - hiding from the truth lyrics
[verse 1]
i spent the last several lives trying to hide from the truth
tried women, tried drugs, stopped trying, what’s the use?
bruised, bl–dy, and screaming, abused, loving the evil
feet first in the fire, f-ck it, i was inspired, eyes of the altair
retiring once again to c0ke, blunts, and gin
i would go nuts on a bender for so long i would enter the astral and awakened state, talking face to face with angels was no thing
and no dream either, never been a dreamweaver, but seeing the ether shift had me teasing my wrists until they’d bleed just a bit
god was annoyed, so i’d sit and spit mantras until i lost my voice
pick a [?] the altar, sing along from the void, sri ganesha swung his arms and buddha was overjoyed
i’m telling you no fantasy is real as needles in my arms od’ing on insanity, samsara almost captured me
i was a phantom feeding on the feeling or lack thereof
anything to avoid awareness, i chose to be numb, holding my tongue on what i now know to be love
i struggled running from devils but i was really running with ’em
family prayed for my safety, seeking satan from the sickness
[?] their prayers worked or i’d be dead or in prison
i was sittin’ right there but swear to god i was missing, impaired, fallen and drifting, embarr-ssed
solomon hidden in seclusion, a hermit’s isolation through brief periods of clarity
spitting meditation in caves praying for release from the evil hooks of these b-st-rds
reading dozens, hundreds of books just looking for answers but the food i took was rancid ’cause you can’t fix the mind with the mind
wake up jojo, dancer, hold on samson
i managed to tame my ego long enough to ask for help and when i asked i found it, pounding on my chest, new breath ready and clear
[outro]
like my grandma said, “when the student’s ready, the teacher appears.”
this is for all the people who stuck by me through the trials and tribulations, you know who you are and i love you
in this life and the next, satnam
and to all the people who turned their backs on me, f-ck you!
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