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speedshell - pretending i deserve it (but i dont) lyrics

[intro]
(oh, no)
(oh, no)
(oh, no)
(oh, no)

[verse 1]
can’t remember the last time i was happy to see you
i wonder if all those times were fake
can’t remember when i last woke up and called you
with my happy tone

[pre+chorus]
was it my fault?
was it all dumb?
do i really have a memory of me having fun?

[chorus]
every day
i’d pretend
pretend that i deserve it
what a huge hit
every night
i would die inside
deserving it hurts as hard as pretending i deserve it, but i don’t
[verse 2]
make me fall into a deep sleep (snore)
and i’ll wake up with no memory of anything
it sucked
oh yeah, it sucked

[pre+chorus]
but really, was it my fault?
was it all dumb?
do i really have a memory of me having fun?
(i don’t.)

[chorus]
every day
i’d pretend
pretend that i deserve it
what a huge hit
every night
i would die inside
deserving it hurts as hard as pretending i deserve it, but i don’t

[bridge]
(pretending i deserve it, no)
was it all a dream?
(pretending i deserve it, no)
am i really seen?
(pretending i deserve it, no)
do i need to find somebody?
(pretending i deserve it, no)
no, was it all a dream?
(pretending i deserve it, no)
am i really seen?
(pretending i deserve it, no)
do i need to find somebody?
(pretending i deserve it, no)
oh, oh, oh (pretending i deserve it, no)
[outro]
every day
i’d pretend
pretend that i deserve it
what a huge hit
every night
i would die inside
deserving it hurts as hard as pretending i deserve it, but i don’t

[after+song]
(are you insecure?)
(do you need help?)
(well, get some freak out songs!)
(it will guarantee some energy relief feelings!)
(if you get 5, you’ll have a certified “freak out!”)
hmm.. sounds promising enough..
lets go

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