spider (uk) - trauma lyrics
[verse 1]
i’m so full of self disgust
so i think i’m gonna self destruct
then i’m gonna tell all of my friends
that i don’t believe in love
and they’re all gonna call me
“this is not like you!”
i could have hope but
i don’t wanna try too
hope puts salt on the wounds
that haven’t closed yet
and i don’t have the time to be all upset
[pre+chorus]
so i’ll exchange my dignity for some external validation
and i’ll settle to be insecure about my own frustration
[chorus]
wanna know a little more about me?
well here’s my trauma
it made me do a couple things
so i guess i’m gonna get my karma
sh+t is getting tough
and it’s cutting right through my armour
but i keep it to myself
and i’ll tell you when i hit rock bottom
[verse 2]
it was an isolated incident
back when i was innocent
and let myself scr+pe my knees on the concrete feelings
of white boys who kept saying things they didn’t mean
and nowadays i focus on my fresh mistakes
but i still cry cause i believe i deserve poetic justice
and still don’t think that i’ll ever know what love is
[pre+chorus]
i know i don’t know everything
but i’ll admit i made an error
turns out choosing to stay hopeless
doesn’t make anything better
[chorus]
wanna know a little more about me?
well here’s my trauma
it made me do a couple things
so i guess i’m gonna get my karma
sh+t is getting rough
and i really don’t think i’m healing
but i know what i need
another skater boy to hurt my feelings
wanna know a little more about me?
well here’s my issues
i hang em’ all up like dirty laundry
cause they all say that is what fixes you
running away from myself will never be a paink!ller
but i can’t even look in the mirror
[outro]
i’m so full of self disgust
so i think i’m gonna self destruct
i’m so full of self disgust
so i think i’m gonna self destruct
i’m so full of self disgust
so i think i’m gonna self destruct
i’m so full of self disgust
so i think i’m gonna self destruct
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