spikemyheart - attitude lyrics
[intro]
if you don’t like my attitude
i’m feeling sh+t, not in the mood
won’t show you what lies deep inside
just suck it up, don’t sit and cry
[pre+chorus]
you say it’s not that deep
but i can barely sleep
when you say to me
just smile a bit, don’t feel so sh+t
[verse]
got out of bed and my hair is all a mess
see that message on my phone that will always stay on read
and i called in sick from my shift, i’ll probably quit
lay in bed, soaked in dread
i’ll just get up in a bit
and i don’t see the point in being nice anymore
they just give me a headache when they walk through that door
so i’ll stay locked in my room and repeat the next day
till i’m sick of being quiet, need to clear my headsp+ce
[bridge]
am i really such a terrible person
am i a mood+hoover always there a’lurkin?
am i too far gone for some slight adjustments?
am i really the family disappointment?
[chorus]
if you don’t like my attitude
i’m feeling sh+t, not in the mood
won’t show you what lies deep inside
just suck it up don’t sit and cry
you say it’s not that deep
but i can barely sleep
when you say to me
just smile a bit, don’t feel so sh+t
[verse]
i’m skin and bones
my appetite has gone
and my eyes are faded cuz i’m so withdrawn
and i screamed and cried for help for way too long
just for people to tell me there’s nothing wrong
i’ve been messed up
f+cked up
so hot in the head
got a temper
anger issues that i fed
like the monsters lurking late night in my bed
i can’t take it, fake it
i might end up dead
[bridge]
am i really such a terrible person?
am i mood+hoover always there a’lurkin?
am i too far gone for some slight adjustments?
am i really the family disappointment?
[chorus]
if you don’t like my attitude
i’m feeling sh+t, not in the mood
won’t show you what life deep inside
just suck it up don’t sit and cry
you say it’s not that deep
but i can barely sleep
when you say to me
just smile a bit, don’t feel so sh+t
[outro]
well will i ever change?
same mistakes, need a break
when i wake up again in my bed
will i have a new brain?
will i make some new friends?
i feel stuck, i feel f+cked
is it selfish if i die?
stay alive
only cope by being fried
wake up in the bed in the same clothes, makeup
wanna get famous
waiting for my paycheck, sitting on the couch
tv’s on loud just to drown out the sound
and i’m stuck in a trauma bond
and all my other friends are gone
but she’s the only one i want
and i’m too cool to be popular
[chorus]
you say it’s not that deep
but i can barely sleep
when you say to me
just smile a bit, don’t feel so sh+t
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