splatterpuss - lucid vexations lyrics
constantly worrying about what people think of me, filling my body with toxic anxieties
trying to justify my intrusive way of life
sentient to the point of self harm
the walls filled with reminders of who i wanted to be and who i never became
striving for so much more but always coming up slightly short
i often wonder what i could’ve done differently
what could of been if there was just one less ripple in my past
taking out my frustration in the form of self mutilation, complete desecration
my limbs now useless lumps, i’m bludgeoning myself
dejected and down i’ve taken the easy way out
body fluid is leeching out of me as i sit and prepare to be at ease
taking deep breaths embracing the pain
compounding insanity, vision goes in and out
the bodies lay dormant and i’m starting to freak out
my anxities claw at me from above, the blackess never lifts
nothing but misery ahead
the earth crusts melts and begins to contort, i fall beneath to blackness
surrounded by the stench of death
i can’t f-cking see, i’m stuck in a realm of regret
in a place i can’t escape
f-ck
my body begins to f-cking break, it’s feeble now weak
i fell through what i thought was foundation, stable ground
i thought this was an escape but it seems the pain has just started again
reoccurring strain
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