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spose - going home lyrics

[chorus]
f-ck this sh-t, i’m goin’ home
in the middle of the city, but i’m all alone
me and all my skeletons, dancin’ in my helmet
if this is bein’ alive, then make me bones

[verse 1]
i was s’posed to reach the apex, the mountain top
yell down at my mom like, “here, ma, look”
i didn’t even get to march at graduation
got suspended stealin’ money from the year—what, huh?—book
was s’posed to have straight a’s, then i went crooked
if there is a god, i hope he’s not lookin’
i jackknifed at the fork in the road
now the devil want a spoon, wrong turn, i took it
i had no drop top, raindrop, at the trainstop
wish i made my brain stop, feel your person
devil worship, always sinnin’
never workin’, head to prison
all i hear is alarms and sirens soundin’ (ah)
stress, regrets, a thousand
and all the hammerheads are poundin’, all the debt surroundin’
in and out my house, and metro set the bar, forgot about it
somebody help me

[bridge]
help me
i think i need therapy
but i can’t afford it

[verse 2]
stressed, expectations not met
stressed, heart ping pong in my chest
stressed, got no real amigos, i’m offset
stressed, all downhill like bobsled
and it feel like suffocation
i don’t think i’ll make it
’cause i had my chance and blew it, water turned to sewage
what the f-ck i’m doin’? what the f-ck i’m doin’? everything is ruined
i’m trapped, layin’ on my back
in the squalor, heart pound like english dollar
let me smoke a bowl to calm my nerves
whoops, didn’t work, now i’m paranoid even worse
so i text my ex’s phone just to get some dome
she said i did wrong, so she movin’ on
and she groanin’ ’cause i’m not grown
took out all these loans just to feel alone
thought i’d get a standin’ ovation
guess that was my ‘magination
all of my procrastination
all this academic probation
thoughts race like horses
i hope you’re not recordin’
’cause i feel wasted, dumb and arrogant, doubts, endless comparisons
grades is just embarr-ssin’, faceless young american

[bridge]
nowhere to hide
through this voice inside my mind
i just need to drown in the loud
i know this is a temporary fix
but you’re wrong
i’ve got tonight

[chorus]
f-ck this sh-t, i’m goin’ home
in the middle of the city, but i’m all alone
me and all my skeletons, dancin’ in my helmet
if this is bein’ alive, then make me bones

[bridge]
expectations (expectations, pectations)
i thought i was gonna be a god
would do i do now that i’m not?
nowhere to hide
through this voice inside my mind
i just need to drown in the loud

[outro]
f-ck this sh-t, i’m goin’ home

- spose lyrics

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