steen (david steen) – proud lyrics
[chorus]
[?] i’m proud, i’m proud, i’m proud, i’m proud, i’m proud
[?] so loud, so loud, can you hear me now?
i had no one to judge but me, back in the days when my dad told me
when he said i’m proud, i’m proud, i’m proud, i’m proud, i’m proud
[verse 1]
yeah
think i’m strong, really?, [need?] to see for myself
think i’m bout to [game?] man, [?] lacking in health
i’ve been stuck up in the prison, let me out of my cell
last [?] clearly i’ve been going through h+ll
i got buried alive, i been ringing that bell
i’ve been praying for a while and i’m praying it helps
will i burn up in the fire? only time will tell
i’ve been tossing all my coins in a wishing well, wishing then
never fail, and only i pursue things i ain’t outgrew
and to find my truth and to find my way through this life [?] mine
and thе innocents i had way back in my youth
what am i to do? to save my time
i’ma livе for what’s real, never live in a lie
come for everybody saying that they wish i would die
then when people try to change me, i will never comply
yeah i put on my mask, play dress up
act like he’s dead, it’s the best day ever
when will i [?]
[?] the voices [?] time is never
can’t even get her, can’t even make up a lie
to tell myself life is so difficult, it is so pitiful
[?] understand, let me give you a visual
imagine yourself thinking that you are already dead
no heart in your chest, you stare in the mirror
and one day and ask if this is somebody you already met
there you [?] [drowning?], [?] rockin’
back and forth, [rot?] in your bed
just to wake up in the morning and put the bullets in the back of your motherf+ckin’ head
[chorus]
[?] i’m proud, i’m proud, i’m proud, i’m proud, i’m proud
[?] so loud, so loud, can you hear me now?
i had no one to judge but me, back in the days when my dad told me
when he said i’m proud, i’m proud, i’m proud, i’m proud, i’m proud
[verse 2]
listen
i ain’t suicidal, i’m just getting tired of life
i’m in a cycle and i’m trying to get the h+ll of the bike
i ain’t crazy, my mental needs a [?]
i ain’t shady, i’m careful not to fall on the [?]
don’t shade me, save me, [tame?] me, don’t play me
i’m just trying to use the wheel that god gave me
that god gave me, god gave me, god gave me, god gave me
okay, wait, wait, wait
calm down, pause, don’t know what came over me
i’m only here to talk about my thoughts
i know it can be crazy for me to take a second and see
all the broken in me and follow god
i ask him for help because i had no [?]
[?] picking myself up and cleaning my own house
[?] taking me time to recollect my own doubts
and throw them away in the trash, they was so foul
i can’t seem to have a good image of the things that i’m feeling
at least the times when i’m happy and i’m high as the ceiling
i cannot function, a dungeon is the symbol of my being abducted
and i am being the [prog?] that has me breathing, i ain’t suspect
don’t think that i’m right? go on and object
i’m awfully tired of the subject
you can make my life ruined, my mind is too polluted
you must be to stupid to think i’m upset
yeah i’ll keep my views and my issues at bay
i’ll put them together and mold them in clay
they’ll stay in good hands and i’ll wait for the day
to show em’ and hope i’ll be okay to stay in heaven i’ll pay
for all i did, taking all my lessons from the life i lived
[?] sitting in the [?] he forgives
for all my sins and doesn’t sell me to the highest bid, yeah
[chorus]
[?] i’m proud, i’m proud, i’m proud, i’m proud, i’m proud
[?] so loud, so loud, can you hear me now?
i had no one to judge but me, back in the days when my dad told me
when he said i’m proud, i’m proud, i’m proud, i’m proud, i’m proud
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