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strixxixd - can't feel ⛧ lyrics

another year goes by
and i still have the same questions in mind
like when?
when will i find
what lies deep within i
why friends of mine
now cover their light
leaving me alone in my own dark abyss
sharp pains from the knives that loved ones give
why do i have to still live my life like this
always looking over my shoulder
filled with such paranoia
thinking everything always over
just cause of my choices
wishing i can show them
how i fight these voices
deep in my cerebellum
i hear them tellin
me that i’m sinking
i’m falling
i’m grieving
i’ve lost it!
my demon
now my conscience
over thinking
when i am honest
always fleeing
whenever i’m wanted
i catch vibes as quick as i lose them
my eyes seem sh+t, that was gruesome
these dreams i get at night were so lucid
had to cut ties ’cause some were translucent

i now realize i am my own enemy
i am preventing me from reaching my own destiny
why do i get the best of me
thoughts of mine always testing me
but once i jot what’s in mind i bring the best in me
blessings on blessings
is what i try to earn
regretting some friendships
’cause they just made life worse
comprehending my depression
never seems to work
making amends with these confessions
before i leave this earth
and venture out to the stars
maybe i just sound absurd
or maybe that’s my mind trying to tell you how we are
i say we
’cause it ain’t just me
thats resides in my m+i+n+d

so many scars that i’ve gone numb, i can’t feel
lately i’ve been thinking like that love is not real
and i think they lying when they say that time heals
they been trynna eat off my plate but those are my meals
i think i’m losing my mind, i dont feel right

- strixxixd lyrics

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