suffocate for fuck sake - to fall apart lyrics
a life about to fall apart
what have i become?
as the gaze turns inward
a spiral of thoughts
wave the white flag
and let the black one bow
a successful, talented, sensible and smart person in so many aspects, but i didn‘t want to stop gambling since i know i am good at it… that feeling was so strong that i always returned to it. life was about to fall apart when it actually looked very good on the outside, and then i asked for help from a person who had gone through a twelve+step program and who i had seen had a completely different life. to be calm, bе balanced and actually seemed happy as well
so i madе that call and asked for help for the first time for real. i said to another addict “please help me, i can not take it anymore”. this was the first time in my life that i have ever done this
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