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suspekt27 - midst of it all lyrics

free from the cells see i did a couple years
4’ in the yard but i never shed a tear
mans needed more than a 6 minute call
steady hitting on the pads
try to keep my mind clear
word got around
you were seeing someone new
you spoke in denial claiming that it’s not true
to keep my mind sane, i had to do what i do
yeah i had to play along so my son
could come through
two years passed
saying that you stayed staunched
tell me what i wanted
all the times that we talked
held you to your word
but there’s doubt in my mind
stuck dwelling on my thoughts
looking at these four walls

ch:
caught in the midst, in my mind on repeat
forgive & forget
she’s the mother of my seed
put aside the hate & everything in between
think about what’s best
cater to my sons needs

got me feelin heartless i took another l
pain runnin deep isolated in my cell
all the pain yah cause i wouldn’t wish upon my worst
enemies be last coz i planned to make you first
youll never see my struggle lookin from the other side
all i want is for my son to know my love will die
never wanted him to suffer through bullsh+t an the lies
toss n turnin every night in my head i hear him cry
what did you expect?
things would go back to the norms
stay together after all
that, i’m playing myself
gone our separate ways
now that i’m just doing me
but mental states k!llin me
it’s bad for my health
took upon words
interfering with my vision
now i thank the lord
i can see and that i listened
take it as blessing
no more time for playing games
taking back the reigns now
i’m gonna make things change

ch:
caught in the midst, in my mind on repeat
forgive & forget
she’s the mother of my seed
put aside the hate & everything in between
think about what’s best
cater to my sons needs

- suspekt27 lyrics

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