swami netero - fire(stressed) lyrics
[verse 1: swami netero]
i ain’t smiled
in a minute/
pro’ly need to see a dentist
that seems the only way to fix it/
sh-t i got problems
piling to the limit/
need to get a scissor lift
just to get me above the trenches/
more insecure than anybody
you’ve met in your life/
cause i’m rarely satisfied
with anything i ever write/
yet sometimes i seem to lie
and front like everything’s alright/
when half the time i grip a pencil
all i wanna do’s resign/
like i can’t do nothing right
i even f-ck up on performamces/
slur a couple words
from being nervous spitting choruses/
always looking coy
from looking down at the floor and sh-t/
and feeling like it’s pointless
cause i’ll never make it sort of big/
my mind is torturous
can never see the positive/
i always see a problem
instead of being an optimist/
always say i’ll stop it
but then seem to do the opposite/
it’s like i’d rather focus on the drama
than on solving it/
[hook(×2): swami netero]
lately i been
stressed beyond belief/
i got the world above my sleeves
it’s getting hard to move my feet/
i’m almost
sinking to my knees/
but got to find the strength to breathe
because my purpose ain’t complete/
[verse 2: swami netero]
i’ve never felt like
i’m good enough/
it could be from the bullying
i dealt with in my ‘hood and stuff/
pro’ly cause my mommy
didn’t compliment me much/
she just insulted me more often
than she’d ever shown me love/
and i know it f-cked me up
because whenever someone does/
it’s hard to trust them, all i ever do
is shut them out and run/
using drugs just like a crutch
because i only light a blunt/
whenever i’m in a rut
and need something to cheer me up/
i’m always feeling stuck
you’d think by now i’d gotten over it/
i’ve gotten older since
and had to deal with f-cking homelessness/
the slits should’ve been closed
they’ve had moments of exposure/
but i guess they’re still open
from my ocean of emotions/
hopelessness is mostly
what i’m feeling at my core/
feeling ugly, like i suck
and i’m unlucky to be born/
like i’ll always be a thorn
that’s stuck in somebody’s form/
cause no matter how hard i try
i know i’ll never fit the norm/
[hook]
[verse 3: swami netero]
i’m tired
of feeling low/
i got that fire in my soul
and i’m about ready to explode/
try to teach my mind to cope
and stay focused on my goals/
cause when i don’t, i know i’m pr-ne
to feeling choked by all my woes/
getting close to losing hope
but it ain’t over ’til i say it is/
mood’s a rollercoaster
and i’m in the operator’s pit/
could hit the brakes quick
if any minute it gets dangerous/
just got to stay awakened
and patient during the major dips/
know i’ma make it
just got to concentrate on progress/
cause even the longest walks
are accomplished by the small steps/
i know it’s a far trek
but once i’m through the darkness/
the weight will be gone
and i can finally let my arms rest/
not far-fetched
for you to want to be a better you/
once you face your bruises
then you’ll see that you can do it too/
you control the music of your life
so think of lively tunes/
or be stuck with the ugly ones
you’ve always been accustomed to/
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