swami netero - slowly bleeding lyrics
[verse 1: swami netero]
i’d like
to get it right/
but i’m always going out
and getting faded every night/
i say it isn’t right
but i ain’t taking my advice/
i’m elated off the white
inebriated off the sprite/
you might just say it’s wrong
cause i’m conscious of my flaws/
but don’t do jack at all
except expose them in these songs/
i long to chuck the bong
so i won’t be hypocritical/
to cultivate my spiritual
but i’m gonna need a miracle/
for beer to make me irritable
atleast in these conditions/
no food up in my kitchen
and noone around to listen/
maybe i’m codependant
but tell myself i’m not/
cause my ego’s trying to block
my heart from getting ripped and squashed/
cause it’s happened a lot
so i’ve just given up/
i’ll numb my feelings with these drugs
instead of trying to look for love/
i’ve had enough
of being lonely and depressed/
but everytime i think i found her
it just turns into a mess/
forget the s-x
i want my life to have some meaning/
i need someone to heal me
cause my heart is slowly bleeding/
i guess the reason’s
cause i just want a family/
a wife who’s understanding me
and kids to love emphatically/
ain’t had it in the past you see
but i ain’t trying to blame noone/
me and my three brothers
always walking home and getting jumped/
but that was just life growing up
later’s when it got to me/
all i had was drug addicts
to help my mama father me/
and they can’t do it properly
they’re busy eating up the food/
swore i’d never walk out on my kids
just some other dudes/
no matter what i’m going through
i’m just gonna have to deal with it/
all this pain i’m feeling
ain’t going to have my children feeling this/
i’m always going to be there for them
i’ll love them more than anything/
we’re always going to be giggling
be tighter than some skinny jeans/
for now i’ll keep the imagery
and travel in obscurity/
to cleanse all my impurity
and heal my insecurity/
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