syfez - the rut lyrics
[verse 1]
dad don’t wanna see me on a death bed
burning my lungs every time that i’m stressing
isolated with that manic depression
everyday i gotta write my confession
mum dealing but know that she stressing
hanging with crackheads just for the session
people keep telling me life is a blessing
but how can that be when i never be restin’
dad don’t wanna see me in a coffin
f-ck up my mind with the pills that i’m poppin’
psychs say that they thinking it’s shocking
maybe i shouldn’t have stayed for that lock in
mum screaming to quit my addictions
me and my ex still fixing conflictions
i remember seeing pimps in the kitchen
and i said brother whats up on some sick sh-t
[verse 2]
i was stuck in a rut
isolated with a puff of the blunt
locked doors i ain’t gonna kick with the cuz
smoking pips in the front room p-ssed at my bruv, nah
now i am nothin’ i’m f-cked
try eat food and i’m chuckin’ it up
think back to the days we were running a muck
we were chasing he feeling of f-cking stuff up
but i was just numbing the pain
and adapt to the feelings that stuck in my brain
though i never got down with a cut on the face
i’d just smoke and drink p-ss till my stomach would ache
f-cking insane took me back to the ward
i ain’t taking my meds put them back in the draw
pull out a pencil and pad and i draw
i ain’t meant for this place send me back to the core
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