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syrespite - in my heart, pt. 1 lyrics

[intro]
trying to right my wrongs
i’m trying to
just trying to+, even if it’s hard

[chorus]
trying to right my wrongs, to find where i belong
dear god, remove the dark in my heart (uhm)
i’m just scared+
i am scared, when i’m not there
as there’s a different man in the mirror
witnessed my own death, can’t really comprehend
how much time have i got left?
but i can no longer fear+
so cross away my tears, i’ll make a ‘stance for why i’m here

[verse 1]
although, it’s hard for me to appear
i desolate for whenevеr my soul’s not clear
is this even mеant to be, for me?
all stems from ptsd, but all i want is peace
so, i spent an entire year saving such lives, aspirin’ therapy
but i went missing from myself as that’s a reality
’cause i was never for myself, as that’s an entirety
trying to rebirth and be myself, but who am i? loss of identity
one day, i’ll get and be there; eventually
i remember takin’ drugs, wantin’ life no more
’cause i let myself open, from when i was young
now on self+love, beggin’ life as i’m bangin’ on the door
but i k!lled me, i died long ago and that’s a galore
[chorus]
trying to right my wrongs, to find where i belong
dear god, remove the dark in my heart (uhm)
i’m just scared+
i am scared, when i’m not there
as there’s a different man in the mirror
witnessed my own death, can’t really comprehend
how much time have i got left?
but i can no longer fear+
so cross away my tears, i’ll make a ‘stance for why i’m here

[verse 2]
lookin’ at myself from a third+eye perspective
witnessin’ when the times are truly hectic
so what do i do? shake my body, but i’m not comprehendin’
but my mind’s getting there, so let it be pending (yeah)
uhm, they’re telling me to not feel at guilt’
but what i’ve experienced strained my best relationships
got the knowledge, it’s a blessing and a curse
yeah, it’s an unclear+whelming hurt
so, i jus’ spend time alone, on my own
found such comfort, but still can’t call myself, “home”
broke a generational curse, man+
and i’m so d+mn proud, you don’t understand
so got to make the time worth, i can
+get out my sh+ll, umbrella man
hopin’ for a stein and marie for the future, family
i love my brothers, they’ve saved my sanity
yeah, the rose that grew from concrete
rikou, i promise to you dearly, we’ll get our peace
[chorus]
trying to right my wrongs, to find where i belong
dear god, remove the dark in my heart (uhm)
i’m just scared+
i am scared, when i’m not there
as there’s a different man in the mirror
witnessed my own death, can’t really comprehend
how much time have i got left?
but i can no longer fear+
so cross away my tears, i’ll make a ‘stance for why i’m here

[outro]
we broke a generational curse+
we did it, rikou

- syrespite lyrics

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