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syrespite - sentimentals lyrics

[chorus]
yeah, sentimentals ain’t in my mentals
i procastinate but then i go kettle’
’cause head meltin’ from mistakes, rental
cheap thrills can’t make me happy, ain’t nothing’s gentle

[verse 1]
see, i’ve always knew my father was a junkie
poppin’ opioids with withdrawals bein’ grumpy
lashin’ out on my mother, brusies chunky’
and that’s my earliest memory of bein’ f+cking 3′
she’s laughing ’bout that sh+t, thinking it’s funny
my traumas to her are entertaining stories
like it’s campfire time, everybody sit around me
marshmallows lit and it f+ckin’ astounds me
it’s why i’vе stopped getting close with pеople
slightly misanthropic, maybe i’m losin’ logic
but once i share, they either push me away, shock in pupil
one look in my peep+hole, some sh+t traumatic
and it puts them off and i know it
what’s all this falsifyin’ promises and goals?
now it’s just viewin’ stories compared to midnight convos’
it’s whatever though, sh+t is temporary though
but i’m glad that i’ve helped you from the blisterin’ cold
i see that smile and deep inside, i love it (uh)
but sometimes i’d end up decieved or mistreated
so i shelter more and observe, keep it secreted’
and f+ckin’ tell death to come closer when i’m defeated
but i shouldn’t be wishin’ that, but frankly, i f+ckin’ did+
[chorus]
sentimentals ain’t in my mentals
i procastinate but then i go kettle’
’cause head meltin’ from mistakes, rental
cheap thrills can’t make me happy, ain’t nothing’s gentle
yeah, sentimentals ain’t in my mentals
i procastinate but then i go kettle
’cause head meltin’ from mistakes, rental
cheap thrills cannot make me happy, ain’t nothing’s gentle

[verse 2]
you should be aware that, “company don’t fix lonely”
so, why the f+ck were you just usin’ me?
you were much older, whilst i was young and slightly unholy
’cause environmental factors contributed to it, mostly+
gaslightin’ my soul ain’t enough, ignitin’ to k!ll me f+ckin’ slowly
and thats what’s up, like, “we’re good” but that was remotely
you’d always talk like you’ve always f+ckin’ known me
had me got distance wit’ my brothers, like, where were we?
’cause the sh+t i’ve experienced wasn’t meant to be’
but it was for the better and for the worse, that, i’m my, “only”
nah, let me be f+ckin’ real+
i hated the way you were forcin’ me to change my s+xuality
tryna’ enforce your mentality that was f+ckin’ up my reality’
bein’ mentally unstable isn’t a flex, it’s problems that could leave you dead’
nah, let me tell you+ how i feel
you laughed that i went through domestic abuse (mhm)
treatin’ me like a tool, ’cause it was always new men in the room
every month or two, groomin’ me’; to s+xt+, all so, to wet your pool’
hate the fact that i couldn’t even f+ckin’ hate you
i can’t bring myself to, because i just blame myself through+
i know+ i was younger than young, and was too loose
but i messaged you after some years flew, and drilled in the screw
by saying: “your manipulation is cruel and i f+ckin’ hate you”
[outro]
yeah, osdi, that’s it
greatest sh+t ever, was scarier, can’t recommend that sh+t ever
greatest sh+t ever, sh+t was scarier, sh+t was+
yeah

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