takecarevxbes - hopeless lyrics
[verse 1: takecarevxbes]
i’m too depressed to pull myself up
out of my feelings
i swear that my depression meter
probably blew through the ceiling
i don’t know why everyone
tries to make me out as the villain
my life a movie and it
should just be directed by dillon
my mama saw it in my eyes
she knew that something was missing
i mean the very life in me had
probably vanished and hidden
you see i’m broke as f+ck
i really hate the way i’ve been living
castaway inside an island
and i ain’t got no wilson
i’m in a wholе new area
and yes i’m all by mysеlf
man there is nothing
you could do for me although
i need help
there ain’t no help
for the hopeless
my heart is burning on fire
the ones who told me they’d be
here they all turned out to be liars
god take this anger out my chest
and please replace it with flowers
their unaware that i was layin’
on ground for two hours
my move to arizona
only gave me even more problems
that sh+t get worse when i try to resolve it
it’s always nonsense
treated unfairly by the people
i respect can be rough and
i don’t like to open up
cause people constantly judging
i mean i came out here for you
and this is how you repay me
i wasted so much f+cking money
got me thinking i’m crazy
people bugging, disrespect me
then ask me for something
karma coming just take ya l!ck
you don’t me nothing
i’m never blushing fed up with love
and it’s so disgusting
push of a b+tton
you getting blocked
that’s end of discussion
and i just got disturbing news
on how my cousin just died
cremation basically describes
the way i’m feeling inside
and i can’t help but to think
as a family member i tried
we never talked as much
but know i’ve never left them behind
i got family counting on me
all this pressure is hard
everything i’m going through
got me so mentally scarred
i almost died the other day
i can’t believe it i’m cold
if you could die from heartbreak
that means i’m closer than most
they ain’t believe me when i said
i was on the verge of death
with all this pain inside my chest
and i still give you all that’s left
and if i die anytime soon
i hope you know it was destined
i tried my hardest in this life
but i know y’all would think less and
i only wanted to be therapy
for those who relate
i sacrificed throughout my life
broke t++th and nails to be great
remember just the other night
i had gotten stranded in rain
tryna flag down a bus
that passed me up like a train
bullsh+t you not in this lifetime
all i felt was some pain
bringing home groceries to my family
paying bills and migraines
being bombarded with this mess
i try so hard not to care
but all this pain inside my chest
won’t go away so i stare
outside the window of a balcony
so far away from home
the very life in me is gone
i really feel all alone
and all this dirt i’ve done to others
i’m just tryna’ atone
and to make everybody happy
i think i need a clone
some people think they better off
breaking my heart but don’t
it’s like i’m accident pr+ne
to receiving damage i’m blown
never got closure on the girl
that broke my heart through the phone
i go from having a group of friends
to end up back on my own
i always show these people love
and opposite is what’s shown
i need to focus on this music
and get back in the zone
i needa pick myself up out the dirt
and reclaim my thrown
i don’t wanna die as a legend
that no ones ever known
i’m by myself just pushing forward
tryna’ make it to glory
my life is f+cked up and i swear
it’s a lot to the story
you couldn’t fool me
if you told me that i’m in purgatory
i’m in this b+tch like it’s my house
said i’m in it like cory
i wrote this
because currently i am homeless
i’m hopeless
happiness was apparently stolen
a heavy heart is what i have
and it’s so wounded and swollen
i am broken but somehow
i still feel i’m the chosen
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