tarkin's house - growing down lyrics
[verse 1: jonathan isaiah]
grew up to a man
at least that’s the plan
or at least that’s what they try and tell me
how they try and sell me
can’t n0body help me
it just overwhelms me
i wanna be healthy
wanna blow up
just wanna be wealthy
why’d they make me grow up
i hate being a grown up
hate my job
don’t know why i show up
i grew up then grew past
it’s too fast
honestly flew past my innocence
miss the kid with the ignorance
grew up just to see no halos
always tired, wonder where the day goes
lookin’ at the lives they chose
it hurts me
don’t want to be thirty
as far as i’m concerned
i miss lookin’ at the world
wondering just who made this
now i’m always anxious
now i’m always anxious
[chorus: danielle schuster]
if i look up to the sky
at all i wanted
all i wanted
i wonder if i’ll find
all i wanted
all i wanted
[verse 2: jonathan isaiah]
days drain my mood
looks like a face tint
lookin’ for my outlet
lookin’ for a facelift
miss the kid with the wide eyes
take me back to like 2005
take me back to jumpin’ for the high fives
take me back to learnin’ how to drive
it’s a small world
till the high dive
and it keeps getting bigger
and it only happens quicker
never got stronger
maybe just smarter
let me breathe
just let the kid wander
no one talks about all the days
when this is how much my back weighs
never knew about living in a haze, daze
or what other ways
we make excuses through a phrase
this is what no one says
i’m still a mess
i can’t help but stress
i think i’m trying my best
don’t look for too long
you’ll see the pain in my eyes
i’m trying to stay strong but i grew up
grew into a vice
never learned how to play nice
i mean at least we’re trying
but on the inside we’re dying
can’t pull the mask
i just keep prying
i don’t know why i whine
i mean, the kids turned out fine
[outro:danielle schuster]
i pray that you’ll be fine
just look up to the sky
please just take your time
take your time
keep your head up high
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