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tarod rashon - rm 9 lyrics

[intro]
yo
chemist
true story

[verse 1]
i got the call from my brother’s brother early in the day
“tarod…pj’s in the hospital” “yo, i’m on my way”
couldn’t believe such news so sudden, thought i was dreamin’
grabbed the keys to my 85 olds and got to speedin’
not heeding traffic laws or pigs tryna police me
pedal to the medal engine was hot & beasting
my power steering, leaking
anxiety was peaking
what happened to my brother, man?
my mind stayed thinking
i whipped into the parking lot and jacked the nearest parking spot
sun beamin’ down got my skin feelin’ dark and hot
bursted through the doors, signs guided my direction
dippin’ down the halls, gl-ss mirrored my reflection. p-ssed the “waiting room” arrow
and there rose his father
saw me from a distance and informed me of the problem
talked to the receptionist, who said “we can’t accept a guest”
i told her “that’s my brother in that room!” and almost flipped the desk
his dad told her i’m a friend of the family
bout to cuss this woman out and they don’t wanna handle me
she told me they could only let two at a time
she grabbed an orange sticker, and wrote “rm 9”
i placed it on my shirt and shorty took me thru the doors
fear took me over. didn’t know what was in store
looked thru the window–my heart hit the floor
felt the tears wellin’ up, but i couldn’t let ’em pour
walked in, and his cousin was sittin’ in a chair
saw it in his eyes nothin’ but a blank stare
my brutha’s layin’ on his back right there
machines connected to ’em, cords runnin’ everywhere
he slowly turned his head and said “w-ssup bruh?”
i joked around and said “you doin’ too much bruh”
he started coughin and i thought “that’s enough, bruh
you need to rest. stop tryna be tough bruh”
but
he set it in his mind to sit up and converse with me
tryna joke and make light of the situation purposely
but on the inside, shit was really hurtin’ me
then he got the idea to try and spit a verse with me
he said “let’s spit changes in my life”
i looked at him crazy but he said “i’m all right”
i played the instrumental from my phone and said my lines
and to my surprise he did his whole verse after mine
didn’t know he had it in em but he did it
his voice was hella tired but he still came with it
he leaned back down and started lookin’ at the ceiling
i couldn’t help but try to feel the pain he was feeling
just then
his eyes rolled back into his head
then his chest inflated so i jumped beside the bed
tried to help hold ’em down–nurses rushin’ all around
surroundin’ us tryna calm ’em down
my heart began to pound
he settled back to coughing and wheezing
he finally came to and asked me if he stopped breathing
i’ve never seen this kind’a fear settle in his mind
through the labor in his breath and the panic in his eyes
as he told me he was scared to go to sleep ’cause if he tried
he would stop breathing and thought that he would die
i saw fatigue graffiti’d on his face as he lied down
a single tear fell and left a trail on the side
machines ceased the beepin’ and buzzin’
i stood there staring at the nurses with his cousin
they told us he was clear to leave and had us help ’em up
dead weight
he could barely walk yet, he was fully scared straight into a daze
half-conscious, exit within reach
no speech, but i knew he hated lookin’ so weak
we propped ’em on a bench, waited for his dad to bring the ride
then out of nowhere he began to speak
said he never thought he’d feel like this
a broken heart that almost got ’em k!lled like this
’cause the girl that he loved started messin’ with another
which in turn put the strain on my stressed out brother
he was makin’ moves
he was stayin’ true
the sudden loss of love she sprung up on ’em out the blue
all this bullshit she told ’em bout being confused
i wish she saw my face when i was called about the news
said she found another dude that she could talk to
d-mn i wish the b-tch was there to see, believe, and walk through
the scare she initiated
feel every bit of pain that she created
but he made it
i know my brutha’s stronger from the situation
i also learned that yah must be super patient
his dad pulled around and we strapped ’em in
then i left prayin’ that this never happened again

- tarod rashon lyrics

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