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tboismoke - alone lyrics

(intro)
i don’t know if i’m gonna break someday
but..but, not today

(verse 1)
look i’m about to tell you about my life
how i struggled, trying to tat with a knife
all i ever did was make people mad
n-ggas be sayin’ i behave bad
throwing insults at me from all sides.(wow!)
but now it’s maybe time to turn the tides.(oh?)
so pause the beat, come away with me
let me show you what i see(okay!)

(verse 2)
i was five, first thing i ‘member was momma died
seven years, at a playground i met my bro
my inspiration, my look-up and my i don’t know
than i met his mom
sh-t went sideways tho
make me do sh-t i don’t want, face my fears
you were at the edge of drinking my tears
i turn twelve, that’s the number everyone hate(f-ck12!)
so i finna skip for my fate

(verse 3)
i turn thirteen, everything just got worse
freshman year and at home i was at war
n-ggas called me the dumbest by far
i turn fifteen, i met someone, she was aready taken, but i took my shot
first thing that worked out in this song
now i turned sixteen
i’m smoking kush and i’m sipping lean
what have i become? is this who i’ll be?
is this who the five-year old me see?
look where i’m at, i’m jammed
(pause)
like jammed in what?
i mean i’m jammed in this life
i’m jammed in this body
i’m jammed with girls
i’m jammed with motherf-cking family
i’m jammed with people who hate me, all around me

(verse 4)
you always texted me if i was okay?
i told you ‘m feeling like sh-t today
can’t i deserve to be happy?
and now my life’s trippy
i said ”i’ll just take a sippy, just a small one too bad now i’m addict.”
i think god has reached his verdict
i think the devil is perfect
i thought you were different
but you just got me in my feelings
going insane, i wanna die, pop a molly
now i feel alright

when i got home, 24/7 on my phone
i was breaking like a stone
if i knew what was coming.(aye)
should’ve never gave you molly or anything
just remember everything is now over
you forgot me, i forgot being sober, forget what it feels like, having no drank
but i know i don’t want no thanks
i had six people in my circle
now it’s down to five, slowly forget me
—-,——-(yeah) and my granny
these people helped me through my f-cking sorrows
although i know you will turn on me
i guess in the future i just shall see
if they do drown in a black sea
in a motherf-cking chamber full of nightmare fluid
black liquid dripping from the ceiling, on my eyes and on my ears
and now i’m dripping, not the sauce, dripping with pain
black blood and things with pain, with a motherf-cking gun i left a stain
you said that n0body will f-cking need me
and in these ten years, you acted like you knew what i was gonna be

(bridge)
now it has been six months
you seem to do okay
but i’m still thinking about you everyday
but when i text you, you’ll f-cking ignore me

(outro)
yeah
love hurts
you think i’m okay?
you just got me in my feelings
wanna pop six molly’s and than i’ll feel alright
make me feel better in here
sometimes it’s better to be all alone, with n0body else
it’s just a piece of advice in life, but i wouldn’t take it
why don’t you just you be you?
and not listen to people telling you, you cannot make it
if i did that, i wouldn’t be here today, i’d be dead

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