teazy - letter to myself lyrics
i really think i’m alone
ahh yeahh
just because it’s a house doesn’t mean that it’s a home
ahh yeahhh
mama and daddy would always stay fussing not
getting alone
ahh
d+mn i miss my little brother but my lil n+gga gone
i catch myself dreamin bout him at night wondering growing whats him would be like
dreams of us chasing a bag i wish he didn’t pass overnight
i was a youngn just chasing my dreams but everybody told me they was too little how would you feel if yo daddy would beat on your mom until she was up in the hospital
and on the worst case that n+gga probably missed all of my birthdays
when my mom told me imma end up like my dad it hurt me in the worst way
but i just wanted your trust matter of fact n+gga i wanted your love
but you would not give that shii to both your sons and your daughters you gave all that shii to the drugs
my sister asked why are we by ourselves
no dad cuz that n+gga need bail
the only time that i had heard from him was the correctional letters he sent in the mail
somebody help me i feel like i’m drowning i really feel like i been loosing my hope
i’m losing friends and family tears coming outta me don’t wanna lose any mo
13 i got bullied
14 yeah i still wasn’t cook
15 yeah i picked up on rappin and i figured out that it’s what imma do
16 started grindin an stuff
17 man i’m blowin up
18 and i feel like i’m back where i started cuz this where it starts to get tough
i gotta manifest destiny i really gotta figure out where i’m gonna go
it’s either that or a plan to fall back cuz i swear in my life i ain’t losing em both
friends can turn into enemies yeah it has happened to me and it’s taking toll
working on building myself and then building my wealth cuz you wasn’t there when i was broke
people will say that they love you and then they will judge you and hate on the way that you live
that’s why i embrace what i do and embrace all my moves when i stare at myself in the mirror
everyday i wipe it off i gotta make sure my vision will always be clear
and if you don’t like me and doubt the dream they why in the h+ll are you here
but don’t really care cuz i do the most i’m spending all of my time in the stuido
why would i lie and tell you that i care
i do not care bout these stupid hoes
you left me there on the low you was heartless i should have noticed it before it started if you not my family my friends or my bro’s we are not talking regardless
nah aye
said we are not talking regardless
look at the sh+t you done started
n+gga go dumb and retarted
you gotta see how i’m coming i’m bringing some money in every so often
pass me the rock and you know i be balling like tatum that boy there a k!ller in boston
only talk if it’s bout money i’m strictly business i take it right back to the office
you owe me money then pay me my money if not imma send yo ass straight to yo coffin
i gotta keep it a hunnid i’m solid
you use my sh+t put it back where you saw it
i gotta hustle i like to get paid
i cannot settle for minimum wage
i gotta stay in my zone everyday gotta make it a habit i’m stuck in my ways
i gotta finish my story and start a new chapter it’s time that i turn a new page
all of the sh+t that i see in the news i continue to feel like we stuck in a cage
i run the point so just follow my lead cause it’s time that i go out and run us a play
yeah
and i’ll be okay
uh yeah
and i’ll be alright
i run through the day
yeah uh
and creep through the night
and now it’s too late
yeah aye
i’m done being nice
i’m done being nice yeah
i’m done being
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