a b c d e f g h i j k l m n o p q r s t u v w x y z 0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 #

teejay2k - desperate measures lyrics

desperate times
desperate measures days have
always been better maybe it’s the
godd+mn weather maybe it’s the
temperature desperate times desperate
times desperate measures desperate
measures desperate measures it calls for
desperate measures

i recently had a
realization that my situation is forever
lesser than everybody standing in my
section ever since the days of the
f+ckin resurrection i’ve been in over
my head so i gotta confession this music
is mentally testing my strength aside
and i’m learning these lessons while i’m
also constantly battling depression
fighting with demons and getting the
message maybe it’s this virus or viral
infection that i can’t contain inside my
brain i just want y’all to feel my pain
just for a second understand that i
don’t wanna talk some days i can’t even
walk my anxiety steers my days for me i
know it seems insane to be me but i just
wanna be free feel like i’m shackled to
this pain every day is filled with the
rain i got thoughts of using razor
blades all my own wrist just to break
free of the shackles weird thing these
chains are getting underneath my skin
off my skin you want to know what agany
im in? my mom always moved me around
was always the new kid in school
everyone laughed he called me a fool
till i found music now they think that
i’m cool now i flip it on its head and
use it as fuel to make these tracks that
i don’t even want to make to be honest i
start to hesitate cause sometimes i
don’t want to create but i have to just
speed my mind the answer to my own
questions i cannot find my past is what
build me as a man today so i gotta stop
feeling guilty every day i gotta stop
seeing gray before the day that i passed
away i don’t wanna silently fade into
nothingness i wanna put some ice on my
[ __ ] wrist so imma keep battling
through cause this music is gonna be my
tour i’m gonna take it down to history
so i can prove that it’s meant to be and
my enemies will start to envy me and i
just won’t be a d+mn memory i know
that’s my [ __ ] destiny to be a legend
somebody that n0body ever forgets and
treats with respects they see my heart
through my chest this life is putting me
through the test y’all my emptiness my
past is full of regrets the fact my mom
and dad were always around that almost
put me into the ground my homies saved
my life i’m forever grateful
in pain would be disgraceful imma keep
doing music till that fateful day when i
lay in my grave and i hope that everyone
will say i was brave brave for bearing
through the pain and the hardship and
not turning myself into a carcass ain’t
just know that i’m barely getting
started i get taken advantage of her
being big+hearted yeah that thing’s
being broken by lots of women they only
wanted the benefits that i was giving
and that’s not even worth reliving
snakes in the grass beasts slithering
like harry potter ex was f+ckin another
dude and i caught her right before she
was bout to have my daughter that made
everything so much harder than another
thing that had me depressed but feeling
the weight of her on my chest my time to
take that weighted vest off and lay it
on the bed put it to rest cause i gotta
go out there and be the best go to
budapest and meditate i just gotta
evacuate cause in my current mental
state i’ll be dead before having skates
i gotta control my fate anyway
the abyss was created in my sadness and
now i can finally get to the madison now
push the song out to the masses is that
what everyone wanted to hear
f+ck…

- teejay2k lyrics

Random Lyrics

HOT LYRICS