teo laza - abandonment issues lyrics
[chorus]
i’m sorry i’m such a f+cking degenerate
18 years old i was selling heroin
feel so insecure it’s embarrassing
and sometimes i don’t wanna live but i’m scared of death
i break down when i’m talking to my therapist
blame all of my mistakes on my arrogance
i gotta learn to handle my issues
you know we both got abandonment issues
my mental health crumbling
only time i feel alright’s when i’m stumbling
i find ketamine comforting
i can’t be alone
i need you to keep me company
my friends and family can tell i’m struggling
i don’t recognize my reflection and it’s startling
feel my self deteriorating
you know i love you but i don’t wanna be with you lately
and you gon tell your friends whatever so it seems like i’m crazy
when you gonna grow up
stop being a baby
i’m 21 you’re 20 now it’s been a while
i got trauma i still need to heal my inner child
[chorus]
i’m sorry i’m such a f+cking degenerate
18 years old i was selling heroin
feel so insecure it’s embarrassing
and sometimes i don’t wanna live but i’m scared of death
i break down when i’m talking to my therapist
blame all of my mistakes on my arrogance
i gotta learn to handle my issues
you know we both got abandonment issues
you said i’m a n0body
that sh+t really got to me
hate it when we fight
never talked it out properly
you were by my side
i was dealing with poverty
treated you like my property
this feeling is harrowing
you don’t look me in my eyes when you talk to me
lied and i cheated now you don’t want my apologies
serotonin deficit
been thinking of ending it
devil on my shoulder
i could use an exorcist
infatuated with your pheromones
see you when i look up at the sky don’t need a telescope
i know i’m a bad person i feel terrible
i wish we were somewhere on a beach out in mexico
[chorus]
i’m sorry i’m such a f+cking degenerate
18 years old i was selling heroin
feel so insecure it’s embarrassing
and sometimes i don’t wanna live but i’m scared of death
i break down when i’m talking to my therapist
blame all of my mistakes on my arrogance
i gotta learn to handle my issues
you know we both got abandonment issues
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