terror at 30000 feet - a downhearted journey lyrics

time to fly away and break this inner sh-ll
that’s been holding me back for quite a while
i am ready to be a person now
no optimism can be found but why?
i used to be happy, not a care in the world
these feelings
i cannot rid myself of a cleansing must commence
wash this filth wash this dirt.
this dirt the dirt that breeds under my mind