terry boi ug - mental illeness lyrics
[chorus]
sure sure sure sure
you know what time it is
ten times drillers
[ verse 1]
did you know how i don’t feel safe
cause inside my head
i can see me dead
did you know how i feel in bed
with my eyes all wet
thinking of that day
did you know that i lied to my friend
that am off this smoke but
my eyes still red
did you care how i felt instead
you were out your phone checking on my page
[ pre+chorus]
i was just out here thinking
if i cut myself
start bleeding
would it catch your eye start checking on me
cause really i need your presence
do you see me bleeding?
i think you can not cause all of this pain is inside my brain not reflex
[ chorus]
got this mental illness
that’s why i never leave these cigarettes
keep me busy
been over thinking
its funny how they think am kidding
thought was singing
but i was preaching
cause inside me i knew how i was feeling
never seemed needed
maybe with pretence
got this mental illness
that’s why i never leave these cigarettes
keep me busy
been over thinking
its funny how they think am kidding
thought was singing
but i was preaching
cause inside me i knew how i was feeling
never seemed needed
maybe with pretence
[ verse 2]
all my friends that i had were fake
even my mum said it in her text
out in my window smoking late
feeling so toxic feeling rage
never ever been in a state
were my life made sense
always been down here
making no much sense
when i check my heart
all i feel is hate
you know i felt so stupid
when i had to chase bread
but inside my head
was thinking about death
all thoughts in my brain were wicked
not kidding
and i felt so cheated
cause the love that i got
was not that i gave
but they still will pretend
crying on my grave
that’s silly but freaky
[ verse 3]
got this mental illness
and i can nolonger pretend
cause one day you may find me missing
i’ll be gone for a time too long will you sing my song so please can you listen
cause i need your help
just to better my health
all inside my head and instincs
[ pre+chorus]
now you know how i don’t feel safe
cause inside my head
i can see me dead
and you know how i feel in bed
with my eyes all wet
thinking of that day
yes you know that i lied to my friend
that am off this smoke but
my eyes still red
do you care how i feel? instead
you were out your phone checking on my page
i was just out here thinking
if i cut myself
start bleeding
would it catch your eye start checking on me
cause really i need your presence (and your patience)
do you see me bleeding?
i think you can not cause all of this pain is inside my brain not reflex not physical
[ chorus]
got this mental illness
that’s why i never leave these cigarettes
keep me busy
been over thinking
its funny how they think am kidding
thought was singing
but i was preaching
cause inside me i knew how i was feeling
never seemed needed
maybe with pretence
got this mental illness
that’s why i never leave these cigarettes
keep me busy
been over thinking
its funny how they think am kidding
thought was singing
but i was preaching
cause inside me i knew how i was feeling
never seemed needed
maybe with pretence
[ verse 4]
it may seem a joke
that’s why i never leave this smoke
saw many people leave these notes
heard many people said was close
once was a victim once was gone
but i hope now that you get my point
cause the truth is fought my thought
please don’t leave am all alone
[ chorus]
got this mental illness
that’s why i never leave these cigarettes
keep me busy
been over thinking
its funny how they think am kidding
thought was singing
but i was preaching
cause inside me i knew how i was feeling
never seemed needed
maybe with pretence
[ outro]
got this mental illeness
that’s why i never leave these cigarettes
thus why it’s still this fragrance
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