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that nigga nate - stan part 2 (matthew 10 years later) lyrics

[hook: dido x2]
my tea’s gone cold, i’m wondering why i got out of bed at all
the morning raincloud touches my window, and i can’t see at all
even if i could, it’d all be grey
but your picture on my wall, it reminds me that it’s not so bad, it’s not so bad

[verse 1]
dear slim, what’s real? it’s been a minute
prolly don’t remember me but you will when i’m finished
had a relative who liked you, and go on by his pain
but he died and you made a hit song of his name
but i ain’t write you just to wrong you with blame
or say that i dislike then prolong you with shame
but my bro, it was sixty below, i was six at your show
just wanted your autograph but like a d-ck you said no
but i can’t deny greatness that’s forever
he ripped up all your posters and i taped them back together
i can’t comprehend why i’m writing this letter
i could talk to my friends but my idol was better
i’m lying, cuz everybody thinks i’m crazy, it ain’t true
so i ain’t have any f-ckin friends, thanks to you
i ain’t mad, get at me slim. if you don’t then i’ll get at you
peace and love yo, stan’s little bro, matthew

[hook]

[verse 2]
dear slim, i see you ain’t changed a bit
still not writing your fans back, that’s insane as shit
look, i understand you’re busy with fame you’re rich
but until you respond to me, i don’t aim to quit
it’s been 10 years, still wishing his life never ended
i never got the starter cap, did you ever send it?
you’d think i’d be a celebrity cuz you made “stan”
instead i’m all alone, i feel like a caged man
my mom’s a b-tch and i swear she needs a brain scan
her drug deals make her dumb as a caveman
and i’m sick of sitting through this shit
the other day she blamed me for stan’s death
and i ain’t had shit to do with it
how can my mind be so f-cking filthy?
cuz when i listen to you i wanna k!ll her and
just plead f-ckin guilty
treats me like nothing and i swear it f-cking k!lls me
slim you hate your mom too, i know you f-ckin feel me
says i worship you, tattered shady records and cursive too
and she’s right slim, if i could i’d move the earth for you
her new husband says why can’t i do like normal persons do?
shit i’d like to slit his throat and recite a verse to you
i’m ranting through the roof but i’m just writing off some truth
oh, by the way, i’m sorry you lost proof
i hope you get this letter, and i hope you mail one back too
peace and love yo, stan’s little bro, matthew

[hook]

[verse 3]
okay, i see why they call you shady now
cuz you don’t give a f-ck about anyone but hailie, pal
and you don’t have to read this letter cuz it may be foul
cuz i’ve accepted the f-ckin fact that i’m crazy now
come on slim, are you really that busy?
you can’t get back with me? are my letters that shitty?
you can write a verse for drizzy, you can write a verse for fitty?
i’m your biggest fan and you can’t spare a few words of pity?
f-ck, i sit and think about the fact that i could still be holdin stan’s hand if you just f-ckin wrote back
it’s all your fault slim, i can’t cuttin you no slack
your new songs suck, drugs f-cked your whole act
eff you slim, you capisce? eff you!
that b-tch he was with was carrying my niece and nephew
and i ain’t writin this as a way to upset you, you gon’ make me regret the day that i ever met you
but i won’t ever let you. i’m too much of a fan
i love you man, but i really miss my brother stan
i often go to sleep and dream about that night
and in those dreams i hear his girl screaming for her life
coulda all been avoided, every grab hold or strike
but nooo, you too much of an -sshole to write
could swallow pills and take liquor to your f-ckin head
but you out relapsing and stan’s still f-ckin dead
b-tch you hear what i f-ckin said?
i wish it woulda been you going over that f-ckin ledge
write me back, that’s all i aks you
peace and love yo, stan’s little bro matthew

[hook]

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