thatdomino - paranoia 18 lyrics
[intro]
i couldn’t’a seen you, you
i couldn’t’a seen you, you
i couldn’t’a seen your face
you just left without a trace
i couldn’t’a seen you, you
i couldn’t’a seen you, you
i wish that i wasn’t there
but n0body dared to care
i couldn’t’a seen you, you
i couldn’t’a seen you, you
[verse 1]
it’s like i will die tomorrow
and n0body’s there to stop it
i couldn’t’a stayed here
’cause the enemy was near
i wish i wasn’t in this skin
but that’s just the way it is
i wish i could open up more
instead, i’m as shy as a closed door
i was almost at the end
the brick walls started to appear
i wish i was right over there
’cause i’m up here wondering
why am i friends with younger people?
through the peephole, thеy just stare and laugh
they have somеone to look up to
maybe i’ve never had that
[verse 2]
ever since my father left
ever since my mom kicked the bucket
i don’t where to reside
in these drying, hot salt mines
i have all of the trust issues
i wish that i could trust you all
but it’s not what i’m used to
go ahead, grab the tissues again
i wish i had my friend’s confidence
to come out of his shed on stream
i mean, i might as well
since we’re all going to h+ll
i have such low self+esteem
all of my self+worth has gone downstream
ever since, my mind turned bleak
all i’ve seen is the wilted green
i wish i could just vent away
i know they have a lot on their plate
so i try to put up a front
running away from my problem
this is not what i wanted from life
just got stabbed by a thousand knives
wondering if i’m wanted at all
inside of these 4 walls
want to jump the sagamore
my belongings are at the front door
i wish time would pass by me
don’t know where to hide where i’m free
i guess it’s all just in my head
i just want to escape this prison
maybe death is the answer
infected by an uncurable cancer
[bridge]
i wish i wasn’t born
some of the people that i’ve met
have ruined my whole life
since i was 9, i wanted to control time
said “when i turn 18, this will all be a dream, jump off the gillis bridge and sink in the stream.”
didn’t know what it meant, but i had a feeling that it all wouldn’t be clean
[outro]
i’m feeling just like a robot
always thinking in ones and zeros
i’m just tryna find my hero
but i don’t know where to go
find a place where we all belong
long before the pain gets worse
been affected by a curse
and no one cares that i’ve been hurt
so lay me in the dirt
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