the delusional poet - heroin lyrics
[intro]
i’ll write you a love song
fold it into a paper plane
and throw it out the window
hoping it’ll find you
[verse i: the delusional poet]
let love blind you
love is blind
maybe this is love and its just the intermission
love is a drug well write me a prescription
you you are my heroin addiction
and no amount of rehab and intervention
can stop the affliction
this is messed up but, it’s just the way i love it
it’s f-cked up but f-ck it
and sometimes you act like a biiitttchhhh
like do you have a scriptttttt
(for this sh-t)
you make me melt then you get so cold
swear this global warming meets the ice age
swear this a blizzard made love with a volcano
i’m just a bird in a cage
in love with a bird in a cage
the book of love but we rewrote every page
with a never ending end
and in time it won’t mend
all the time i spend
pouting on my couch
tryna’ find love (reroute)
now you got me freeze framed like the camera was a freeze ray
whenever i see you i seem to freeze
like you was medusa
but only medusa on my briefs
wish that was a double entendre
wishing on shooting stars as we watch a meteor shower
as far as i’m concerned to seduce you you need superpowers
indian jones hat slide of an opportunity
now i’m getting p-ssed like the urinal
we supposed to have immunity
we supposed to have unity
didn’t think it’d pan out like this
like gold diggers finding uranium
i know i’m f-cked up in the cranium
but you were my jewel i didn’t want anyone stealing you
because all these other girls cubic zirconias
i’ve been dreaming so long swear it’s like i’m in a coma
money can’t buy you love
so i’m here with all this money and nothing to spend it on
yeah you were who i depending on
if i continue like this i might get suspended on, apprehended on
my intoxication education for compensation
broken heart and a joint, wicked combination
heart so cold it’s an abominable abomination
conversations dry like they need some lip balm
i’m the king walking through the streets people throwing palms
but days later betrayed by one of my own
oh you’ve heard that one?
what about the boy so f-cked up
addicted to this girl he was so drugged up
this love f-cked up
heroin in every word he put in every note
now is this metaphorical, literal or both?
[hook]
i’m up all night on heroin
singing hooks of heroin
heroin in my heart
heroin in my phone
now i’m just a junkie in the zone
now i’m just a junkie all alone
[verse 2]
double entendre, i’m spooning heroin
you were my hero, oops i mean heroine
this is my life this is how it’s been
needless to say
needles for day
used to be a utopia of euphoria
but tolerance got higher i needed some more ah
don’t listen to no one no intervention
heroin in my veins like cars in busy intersections
i swear this love is resurrection
my perception of this sh-t used to be perfection
and the scars are so apparent
this wasn’t supposed to happen
i grew up with both my parents
ima f-cking weirdo
heroin; i got kilo on kilo
heart got st-tches like lilo on lilo
i’m a sad poet
are you happy of this mad you have molded?
uh heroin sugar coated
d-mn someone resurrect the old me
i’m afraid of being over & done but i should be scared of an od
shouldn’t have started this journey of a million miles
broken promises, broken hearts, broken trust, and broken smiles
and sometimes i think i hurt you just as much as you hurt me
sometimes i get the notion i’m just not worthy
that i’m a big jerk too
but maybe i’m selfish because someone has to care for me for you
[hook]
i’m up all night on heroin
singing hooks of heroin
heroin in my heart
heroin in my phone
now i’m just a junkie in the zone
now i’m just a junkie all alone
[verse 3]
now the hook say i’m all alone but in truth i’m still with you
heroin needles still very in use
took the forbidden fruit and made it into juice
and drank that juice mixed up with grey goose
we covered in gooseb-mps
like oatmeal my throat got lumps
what the f-ck am i gonna do its a f-cking mystery
like cut down trees i’m stumped
i knew this slope was slippery and what started out as a victory quickly turned to misery
don’t get me wrong you were the best i had and also the worst
you might be my last, d-mn sure the first
and you might go and text me after this song
convince me your love for me is strong
but how long will that last?
a couple of months if this was the past
but now time’s p-ssed
it seems like feelings change every hour on the hour
brainstorming under a meteor shower
and you’re really mine
sometimes
always my problem
swear your heart is a d-ck because it harden then soften
you act like a b-tch and i act like a d-ck most often
and i don’t have to mention i love you
because it’s a f-cking fact
i’ve written it for you a million times
but so have you how bout that?
and i’m hoping that my words will have some impact
that my brain will remain intact
every single thing you’ve stated you’ve taken back
then restated your statements
swear this sh-t is lower than a bas-m-nt
you meant the hate that you stated
when you hated me
then you painted me as a villain
like millions of women and children
chickens in prison should fear me
because i stay childish like bart simpson
but i’m hear for you you wouldn’t listen
wishing that i had futuristic vision
you get more cross than a christian
you cut me more than h-ll’s kitchen
you drove me crazy i was so d-mn driven
all these poems, raps, and songs i’ve written
all this f-cking love i’ve given
i’m too clingy like friction
these constant apologies and forgiveness
the undeniable i have a heroin addiction
[hook]
i’m up all night on heroin
singing hooks of heroin
heroin in my heart
heroin in my phone
now i’m just a junkie in the zone
now i’m just a junkie all alone
[outro]
cuz’ i’m up all night on heroin
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