the gabriel construct - curing somatization lyrics
i open my eyes to see this city collapse around me
i shut them again seeking return to the safety of sleep
falling rubble k!lls all vacancy
clinging to these crumbling constructs leads to nowhere
i can hide no longer
and i can run no further
i am surrounded by myriad beings all spewing virulent words about me
they’re relentless
they seek to suppress me and delete my power
i could not sleep
restless stagnation forced me out of every dead еnd
h+ll follows me
all of thesе demons have worn down every last defence
these beings come from me
they are my thoughts
hidden in disguises
i’ve only been running from myself
i am here to keep myself safe from all of the people out there who will hurt me
i am here to keep everyone safe from what is inside me
i built this city to hide
what if all of the words that trap me here are written on this city’s foundation?
i wander through the rubble
searching for some sort of entrance
below the tallest building
the deepest bas+m+nt is hiding
i open the door
terrified to see things i’ve locked away and have forgotten
what makes me a threat to myself and to all those around me?
in trying to create something
i destroy what’s beautiful
i try to save and i k!ll instead
in trying to prevent sickness
i would make it manifest
i have poisoned my own children over and over again
i strive for love but i’m in hate’s grasp
fear is my one form of wealth
repeating thoughts i have magnified
why do i torture myself?
erosion of confusion
i forgive you for all that you have done
corrosion of illusion
i forgive myself for choosing h+ll
this city can’t control all that i see
this city has no power over me
it’s taken on a life of its own
but i can let it go
i am alive
welcome home
this is your home now
step outside
you’re not alone
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