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the jibster - schizophrenic iii (bonus track) lyrics

[verse 1]
i am walking down
along these streets
listening to all these voices
in discreet
kept talking to me
“i can’t wait to meet
let’s go to the park
and take a seat”
i’m swinging on this swing
all alone
don’t know what to expect
from being on my own
“go ahead and take this drink
to get in the zone”
i don’t know if that’s a great idea
but i still drank it, in a compelled tone
everyone one who is around me
always thought i was a little weird
talking to myself
like what’s that you hear?
seems like it’s acting up again
“drink another beer
it’ll make you forget everything
that is bothering you dear”
i don’t know what is going on
with my conscience
it’s pretty heavy and dark
with me talking nonsense
when i’m communicating with someone
who doesn’t have any existence
should i get help?
“no i’m the boss of you, so you listen”

[hook]
if you gotta be the one to say
i’ll never make it (make it)
my life in the palm of your hands
if your trying to break it (break it)
please believe in me
i’ll never betray these thoughts
try to live everyday in my shoes
but you know you lost

[verse 2]
i can feel these walls
are closing in
trying not to get
too exposed in
but all the energy around me
is in slow motion
these spirits in my head
kept telling me i’m the chosen
i’ve already made similar songs
that went by one and two
me going a little bit crazy
but just running from the truth
kate was just a b-tch who had me used
for love that she had abused
making up people for attention?
wasn’t a good idea for me to choose
but i still feel like i’m schizophrenic
it’s so authentic
controlled my personality
i’m done with these gimmicks
time to let out the full truth
i was being too generic
now it’s time to get the help i need
so how did i win it?
let’s start going back from the past
close my eyes and be more sceneric
i only felt left out
was why i pretended to be horrendous
i was only a teen that wasn’t developed yet
to be more mature, to even surrend it
specifically how did i end it?

[verse 3]
calling my counselor up
to get some help
i need to let him know
how i truly felt
but the system is f-cking stupid
how does he know how i’d felt
we just met and it seems like
they act like they know you too well
now that’s so f-cking creepy
if you ask me
don’t try to brainwash me
for just knowing a little, l-ssie
oops, your a dude
or are you? hmm
now try to har-ss me
i’m just saying that’s the point
you suppose to help and not bash me
not being literal but more mentally
seems like they are trying to force
you like you’ve been switched at birth
like a whole new person
why should you expect remorse
so don’t try to change me
by racing me down off course
honestly best way to fix yourself
is to “fix yourself”
’cause you know your own human growth
and that’s how i beat my own self
if anyone is ready to be good
then they will be good
it’s just your job to f-cking listen
that’s it, understood?

[outro]
try to live it everyday in my shoes
but you know you’ve lost

- the jibster lyrics

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