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the jibster - who i am lyrics

[verse 1]
look at me
how i’m different from the past
act got cleaned up
with a new face of this mask
respecting everyone more than i ever did
and got more back fast
didn’t expect me to finally grow up
to be there with my family at last
i use to be so immature
that what cause me to lose my reputation
losing most of my friends
in my location
my pain was keep on repeating itself
in a rotation
i decided to not let it happen again
and give myself a whole new creation
my change started to progress in march
after pushing away that redhead
i truly fell for
and now i’m alone on this rig
regretting that decision i’ve made
didn’t realize on what i just did
she’s my biggest inspiration who came
she’s the one to thank for this change kid
no matter what your still my drag racer
who kept this good influence on me
i know i’ve lost touch with most things
but your still inside me that’s making me breathe
started to exercise more to get you erased
trying to be more free
but gone or not
you’ll always be my best memory

[hook]
i’ve came a long ways to make it here
never thought my mind would be more clear
now i’m beginning to understand
who i am
i always thought this wouldn’t be possible
but now i feel more tougher
like i’m unstoppable
living this life that i understand
who i am

[verse 2]
i was pushing myself hard exercising
that caused my body to slow down from within um
my energy started to drain
doctors told me i had hypothriodism
this was so new to me
cause i’m usually energetic and athletic
man i was so stupid
of making that fault i was so pathetic
my movement got more vulnerble and weak
that caused some negativity
i look inside myself “what would jenn say?”
“stay positive”
which gave me some positivity
i’ve been fighting to keep my moods up
cause that what she would have wanted
i never will go back to my old self pity
i want people to see me as a decent man
that is my confession
it was hard to keep fighting to keep going
and i don’t want to give off a wrong impression
even though it was hard to be in control with myself
but i need to keep up with my blessing
and say to myself in this mirror
to keep pulling through in my reflection
keeping thinking that i won’t make it
i almost felt like i want to cry
my love for jfuze was powerful
that it made me get back up and try
because i wanted to know
if our paths will cross again with no last goodbye
some of these moments of suffering
i thought i was gonna die, no lie

[verse 3]
a few days ago
i found out i also have asthma
which explain why i was having these attacks
losing some oxygen and gain heat of a plasma
like one day i felt light headed
and almost collapse
inside a store
felt like my body was about to relapse
and my dad was also having attacks
that he got put in a hospital on my birthday
i was like dad you didn’t ruin anything
just get better and that will make my day
getting back home is the only gift
i want, okay
stop worrying about me and worry about yourself
we can celebrate it another day

- the jibster lyrics

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