the lost and found (paybac x boogey) - grateful lyrics
[verse 1 : paybac]
i’d give
my all
my sweat my blood
for a second chance lord
they say my
mistakes make
me who i am but i don’t wanna be me no more
where’s my lawyer
i ain’t sign up this sh-t
pencil in gods hand why he ain’t erase all this sh-t
crash in a writers block
i can’t write no more
i can’t lie no more
i can’t hide no more
don’t feel alive no more
oh lord
only open up behind closed doors
maybe i am not as real as i thought
what to do with all this pills that i bought
whens the last night that i was sober
muscle cramp from all this dream chasing
everytime i sleep i see satan
if i’m going to h-ll anyways then
the question is why i keep waiting
had my back to the rope
took my back off the rope
wrapped the rope around my neck
father its my time to go
look at a mirror then i cried
came off the stool and smiled
i know i’m the f-cking sh-t
and i’m grateful that i’m still alive
[chorus]
you might not know this
you so full of wonder and i’m so thankful
cos you don’t judge me for all i’ve done
i am grateful
so grateful
[verse 2 : boogey]
we don’t say it often
why do we appreciate people only when they lay in coffins
you been part of my journey, you sharing my pain and i pray endorphins..
..will be secreted when you need em and you bleeding and needing a person..
..to keep your head up, i promise i’ll never let you stare at the floor
we sharing the sickness, we sharing the cure
you carry my burden i’m carrying yours
you saved me. i might have used them pills
you made see that even though life might be too shady, a brighter future still..
..is possible if i’m given hope
i mean i could choose to steal… cos a n-gga broke
depression and pressure, i consider c0ke
sometimes.. i wanna od
you come and hold me.. and say we die together and we need a bigger hole..
..and i already gave the grave digger doe..
…so.. whatever
people promise and leave and i’m sick of the vows
you never promise but you sticking around
i know people i’ve known for decades but never really knew em, i knew we would be quicker to cl1ck from the cl1ck of a mouse
home is.. where the heart is, many times, mine been kicked from the house
every time i roam, poor me
but you always have a home for me..
..and i never said it that i’m debted. i’m sorry
[chorus x2]
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