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the real jd - i'm joking lyrics

verse 1:

therapy through headphones
always makin’ beats to not feel alone
i shake the bottle of xans and sh-t i know that i’m pr-ne to ignorin’ my phone
missed calls, all this negligence i’m swallowin’ through all these beverages

i see happy faces in images
wondering what their gimmick is
cause godd-mn
young broads gotta come ’n teach me that sh-t
suicide ain’t no college but i’m stuck and f-ck i still wanna commit
unfit to be born with privileges
i can’t ask god to forgive me this
he’s given up

i’m livin’ and i’m stuck bein’ a villain you see
not cause i’m sl-tty or sleazy
more cause, i think life should be easy
being depressed is all that i know but i keep it inside so the pain won’t show
i’ve done my share of bein’ a hoe but every time they go i’m more hollow
i’m pretty annoyed that i’m fillin’ a void when that’s just what i wanted to avoid

wakin’ up in the late afternoon my life’s a f-ckin joke a stupid cartoon
makin’ these tunes just keeps me immune to the rift i feel when i think about life
really i’m just indifferent
really nothin here seems to hold my interest
keep swipin’ right on these worldly pleasures but at the same time i’m feelin’ pressured
… to become what i’m expected to be: some prodigy?
i don’t know, maybe

verse 2:

i’m wearing makeup over imperfections
maybe it’s time for some introspection
maybe it’s time for me to question what’s in my life that needs correcting
i never would’ve thought that a simple blemish could be considered a simple blessing
maybe it’s time that i just stop stressing about how i look or how i’m dressin’
this is why life’s depressing
we’re all afraid of what we’re confessing
we’re all learning a lesson in wrestling our demons forever present
sh-t carried through childhood and adolescence
i’m not really into using our weapons but go get your guns and ak-47s
and shoot your demons in the head i said
if you don’t go ahead you’ll be alive on your deathbed
bloodshed on the ground that you tread

chorus:

actin all proud sayin’ these words but i’m choking
burnin’ the days left smoking
i’m not thought provoking
i’m just a thot
i’m no king
i’m a joker
cause i live my life like i’m joking (i’m joking)

(repeat)

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