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the sharp - i've given up lyrics

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i said i wasn’t going to think about it again… (echo)

verse 1:

and here i am thinking about it again
the letter ready to be sent
they find me on the floor dead
i bled from the knife in my hand
they look at the note and it says
dear friends and family
i seemed to go ‘bout things casually
really it was angrily
from sixth grade till at the academy
i prayed god show himself so i knew he was real
get me out of this deal
i feel like the third wheel all the time
get me out of this
all the disses were against me
i just can’t handle it anymore

(hook):

yeah i’m sorry i’ve given up
at the beginning you wind up
but i can’t handle going on especially after the break up

verse 2:

sixth grade was anger issues
almost hurt my mom my feelings have a bruise
finger marks on her arm
my dad gets into hunting and gets a firearm
i want to run away they don’t care about me
before i flee i call the hotline
the guy re-ssures me
my dad called me a b-tch

(hook):

yeah i’m sorry i’ve given up
at the beginning you wind up
but i can’t handle going on especially after the break up

verse 3:

seventh grade i was done
away from life is where i wanted to run
i found the knife my grandpa got from world war 2
i had the idea but couldn’t follow through
eighth grade i thought about it again
in pain is where i’ve been
and they don’t know
i can’t take this no mo’e

(hook):

yeah i’m sorry i’ve given up
at the beginning you wind up
but i can’t handle going on especially after the break up

verse 4:

i checked myself into the hospital
school makes me feel little
they belittle my talent like i have none
the hospital decided i don’t need to be there
life ain’t fair
i have to go back to h-ll school
other girls rule while i look like a fool
a tool for their popularity
a stool for them sit up high

(hook):

yeah i’m sorry i’ve given up
at the beginning you wind up
but i can’t handle going on especially after the break up

verse 5:

graduation i’m never going to see them again
i’d thank god but i don’t believe, is that a sin?
i’m going to a catholic school
being on twitter during prayer is against the rules
i lost my faith when god didn’t answer my call
now i got it all
i got friends
but not being suicidal ended when homework and winter came
things aren’t the same
different vibe not as bad
but friends i no longer have, i had they called me sharp
i was never meant to have friends
and i broke up with my boyfriend
he won’t take me back
i make out with his friend
we’re friends with benefits but after he’s a stranger
he forgets i’m in danger of depression
as a freshman i thought i had it made
dead poets society neil is who i identify with
he says he gets it, that’s a myth
he makes fun of mental health
the loneliness starts and i’m ready for life to end

(hook):

yeah i’m sorry i’ve given up
at the beginning you wind up
but i can’t handle going on especially after the break up

verse 6:

i write the note and make the playlist
i hope i’ll be missed
i wait to go to tampa to see my bro
i feel low i can’t wait to do it
i feel like sh-t
i look up the best suicide methods
i don’t like where i’m headed
but it’s too late to call the hotline
the loneliness and no comfort is mine
i always planned on using a knife to take my life
but my dad’s gun will be more effective
with what i use i’ll be selective
my grandpa’s knife was lost but there’s a steak knife downstairs
i have to finish my note to say the heirs of my stuff
the gun’s locked up tight

(hook):

yeah i’m sorry i’ve given up
at the beginning you wind up
but i can’t handle going on especially after the break up

verse 7:

the possibility’s always in my head
but i fled by lying in bed and shutting down
i wake up and forget about it
i admit that i’ll never stop thinking about it
something i might commit
i hope i can help people who want to quit life

there are happy moments, we live for those

- the sharp lyrics

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