
the so called end to my youth - jpaulished lyrics lyrics
[verse]
this is the so called end to my youth
i lost my friends
i know about you
but i said
well, i said my truth
and i bleed
it all faded from view
am i dead?
like everything in my past life
it was only me to give me some advice
i would try to go to see
but it capsized
is anybody over me?
i would ask like
screaming to the void
avoiding the flash lights
i would fiend a little freedom
from my mind
just a piece of peace
a treaty from all sides
another lonely day
alone, in this sad life
those were feelings
that i thought would pass by
but i feel like
i got caught in a half pipe
there ain’t no leaving
though i’m leaving it mad high
four walls
ceiling sealing me inside
trapped like
how do i act like?
do i just tell ‘em i’m fine?
til they find me when i flatlined
i k!lled my demons
it looks like the scene of a bad crime
a scene inside the movie where
where the audience all cries
but no
i won’t be the vicim
i won’t do it
i seen so many people waste their life
like some garbage
threw it away
i am 29 today
i’m proud i didn’t quit when my past died
at twenty i just didn’t know who to act like
twenty one i thought no one was at my height
twenty two and i was too into sad vibes
twenty three i lost the meaning of all time
twenty four i was just bored of it all like
twenty five gone be better
i was wrong, right?
twenty six, i started losing my grip
twenty seven like a captain that was losing the ship
twenty eight
well, actually it was alright
it just got me to where i am
at twenty nine
at twenty nine
[outro]
this is
the so called end to my youth
i just leave you my pain
i just give you my truth
and i know that
number going be coming soon
was it a h+ll of a run
or was it h+ll ran through?
but boy i’m not done
look how much i grew
i know that spring gon’ come
the winters over soon
little bit of the sun
little bit of the moon
a man now
but still that boy born in middle of june
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