the sound of meditation - healing heart lyrics
chapter 3
she enters his life
nandi lay in a semi-conscious state for several hours as the medicines administered by the doctors worked on his body.
shiva sat by his side, repeatedly changing the wet cloth on his burning forehead to control the fever.
nandi kept babbling incoherently as he tossed and turned in his sleep, making shiva’s task that much more difficult. ‘i’ve been searching…
long…
so long…
a hundred years…
never thought i…
find neelkanth…
jai shri ram…’ shiva tried to ignore nandi’s babble as he focussed on keeping the fever down.
but his ears had caught on to something.
he’s been searching for a hundred years?!
shiva frowned.
the fever’s affecting his bl–dy brain!
he doesn’t look a day older than twenty years! ‘i’ve been searching for a hundred years…,’ continued the oblivious nandi. ‘…
i found…
neelkanth…’ shiva stopped for a moment and stared hard at nandi.
then shaking his head dismissively, he continued his ministrations.
shiva had been walking on a paved, signposted road along the river beas for the better part of an hour.
he had left the rest house to explore the area by himself, much against a rapidly recovering nandi’s advice.
nandi was out of danger, but they had to wait for a few days nevertheless, so that the captain could be strong enough to travel.
there was not much shiva could do at the rest house and he had begun to feel resdess.
the three soldiers had tried to shadow shiva, but he had angrily dismissed them. ‘wil you please stop trying to stick to me like leeches?’ the rhythmic hymns sung by the gentle waters of the beas soothed shiva.
a cool tender breeze teased his thick lock of hair.
he rested his hand on the hilt of his scabbard as his mind swirled with persistent questions.
is nandi realy more than a hundred years old?
but that’s impossible!
and what the hel do these craqy meluhans need me for anyway?
and why in the name of the holy lake is my bl–dy throat stil feeling so cold?
lost in his thoughts, shiva did not realise that he had strayed off the road into a clearing.
staring him in the face was the most beautiful building he had ever seen.
it was built entirely with white and pink marble.
an imposing flight of stairs led up to the top of a high platform, which had been adorned by pilars around its entire circ-mference.
the ornate roof was topped by a giant triangular spire, like a giant ‘namaste’ to the gods.
elaborate sculptures were carved upon every available sp-ce on the structure.
shiva had spent many days in meluha and al the buildings he had seen so far were functional and efficient.
however, this particular one was oddly flamboyant.
at the entrance, a signpost announced, temple of lord brahma’.
the meluhans appeared to reserve their creativity for religious places.
there was a smal crowd of hawkers around the courtyard in the clearing.
some were seling flowers, others were seling food.
stil others were seling -ssorted items required for a puja.
there was a stal where worshippers could leave their footwear as they went up to the temple.
shiva left his shoes there and walked up the steps.
entering the main temple, he stared at the designs and sculptures, mesmerized by the sheer magnificence of the architecture. ‘what are you doing here?’ shiva turned around to find a pandit staring at him quizzicaly.
his wizened face sported a flowing white beard matched in length only by his silvery mane.
wearing a saffron dhoti and angvastram, he had the calm, gende look of a man who had already attained nirvana, but had chosen to remain on earth to fulfil some heavenly duties.
shiva realised that the pandit was the first truly old person that he had seen in meluha. ‘i am sorry.
am i not alowed in here?’ asked shiva politely. ‘of course you are alowed in here.
everyone is alowed into the house of the gods.’ shiva smiled.
before he could respond however, the pandit questioned once again, ‘but you don’t believe in these gods, do you?’ shiva’s smile disappeared as quickly as it came.
how the hel does he know?
the pandit answered the question in shiva’s eyes. ‘everyone who enters this place of worship looks only at the idol of lord brahma.
almost n-body notices the efforts and the briliance of the architects who built this lovely temple.
you, however, have eyes only for the work of the architects.
you have not yet cast even a glance upon the idol.’ shiva grinned apologeticaly.
you guessed right.
i don’t believe in symbolic gods.
i believe that the real god exists al around us.
in the flow of the river, in the rustle of the trees, in the whisper of the winds.
he speaks to us al the time.
al we need to do is listen.
however, i apologise if i have caused some offence in not showing proper respect for your god.’ you don’t need to apologise, my friend,’ smiled the pandit.
there is no “your god” or “; my god”.
al godliness comes from the same source.
just the manifestations are different.
but i have a feeling that one day you wil find a temple worth walking into just for prayer, not to admire its beauty.’ ‘realy?
which temple might that be?’ ‘you wil find it when you are ready, my friend.’ why do these meluhans always talk in bizarre riddles?
shiva nodded politely, his expression pretending an appreciation for the pandit’s words that he did not truly feel.
he thought it wise to flee the temple before his welcome was stretched any further. ‘it’s time to get back to my rest house now, panditji.
but i eagerly look forward to finding the temple of my destiny.
it was a pleasure meeting you,’ said shiva, as he bent down to touch the pandit’s feet.
placing his hand on shiva’s head, the pandit said gently, ‘jai guru vishwamitra.
jai guru vashishta.’ shiva rose, turned and walked down the steps.
looking at shiva walking away from him, clearly out of earshot, the pandit whispered with an admiring smile, for he had recognised his fellow traveller in karma. ‘the pleasure was al mine, my karmasaathi’ shiva reached the shoe stal, out on his shoes and offered a coin for the service.
the shoekeeper politely declined. ‘thank you sir, but this is a service provided by the government of meluha.
there is no charge for it.’ shiva smiled. ‘of course!
you people have a system for everything.
thank you.’ the shoe-keeper smiled back. ‘we are only doing our duty, sir.’ shiva walked back to the temple steps.
as he sat down, he breathed in deeply and let the tranquil atmosphere suffuse him with its serenity.
and then it happened.
the moment that every unrealised heart craves for.
the unforgettable instant that a soul, clinging on to the purest memory of its previous life, longs for.
the second, that in spite of a conspiracy of the gods, only a few lucky men experience.
the moment when she enters his life.
she rode in on a chariot, guiding the horses expertly into the courtyard, while a lady companion by her side held on to the railings.
although her black hair was tied in an understated bun, a few irreverent strands danced a spelbinding kathak in the wind.
her piercingly magnetic, blue eyes and bronzed skin were an invitation for jealousy from the goddesses.
her body, though covered demurely in a long angvastram, stil ignited shiva’s imagination enough to sense the lovely curves which lay beneath.
her flawless face was a picture of concentration as she manoeuvred the chariot skilfuly into its parking place.
she dismounted the chariot with an air of confidence.
it was a calm confidence which had not covered the ugly distance towards arrogance.
her walk was dignified.
stately enough to let a beholder know that she was detached, but not cold.
shiva stared at her like a parched piece of earth mesmerised by a p-ssing rain cloud.
have mercy on me! ‘my lady, i stil feel it’s not wise to wander so far from the rest of your entourage,’ said her companion.
she answered. ‘krittika, just because others don’t know the law, doesn’t mean that we can ignore it.
lord ram clearly stated that once a year, a pious woman has to visit lord brahma.
i wil not break that law, no matter how inconvenient it is to the bodyguards!’ the lady noticed shiva staring at her as she p-ssed by him.
her delicate eyebrows arched into a surprised and annoyed frown.
shiva made a valiant attempt to tear his glance away, but realised that his eyes were no longer in his control.
she continued walking up, folowed by krittika.
she turned around at the top of the temple steps, to see the caste unmarked immigrant at a distance, stil staring at her unabashedly.
before turning to walk into the main temple, she muttered to krittika, ‘these uncouth immigrants!
as if we’l find our saviour amongst these barbarians!’ it was only when she was out of sight that shiva could breathe again.
as he desperately tried to gather his wits, his overwhelmed and helpless mind took one obvious decision — there was no way he was leaving the temple before getting another look at her.
he sat down on the steps once again.
as his breathing and heartbeat returned to normal, he finaly began to notice the surroundings that had been consecrated by her recent presence.
he stared once again at the road on the left from where she had turned in.
she had ridden past the cuc-mber seler standing near the banyan tree.
incidentaly, why is the cuc-mber seler not trying to hawk his wares?
he just seems to be staring at the temple.
anyway, it is not any of my concern.
he folowed the path that her chariot had taken as it had swerved to its left, around the fountain at the centre of the courtyard.
it had then taken a sharp right turn past the shepherd standing at the entrance of the garden.
incidentaly, where were this shepherd’s sheep?
shiva continued to look down the path the chariot had taken into the parking lot.
next to the chariot stood another man who had just walked into the temple complex, but had inexplicably not entered the temple itself.
he turned to the shepherd and appeared to nod slightly.
before shiva could piece together the information that he had just seen, he felt her presence again.
he turned immediately to see her walking down the steps, with krittika walking silently behind.
stil finding this rude, caste-unmarked, obviously foreign man staring at her, she walked up to him and asked in a firm but polite voice, ‘excuse me, is there a problem?’ ‘no.
no.
there’s no problem.
i just felt that i had seen you before somewhere,’ replied a fl-stered shiva.
the lady was not sure how to respond to this.
it was obviously a lie but there appeared to be a sincere voice behind it.
before she could react, krittika cut in rudely. ‘is that the best line you could come up with?’ as shiva was about to retort, he was alerted by a quick movement from the cuc-mber seler.
shiva turned to see him puling out a sword as he tossed his shawl aside.
the shepherd and the man next to the chariot also stood poised in traditional fighter positions with their swords drawn.
shiva immediately drew his sword and stretched out his left hand protectively, to pul the object of his fascination behind him.
she however deftly side-stepped his protective hand, reached into the folds of her angvastram and drew out her own sword.
shiva glanced at her, surprised, and flashed her a quick, admiring smile.
her eyes flashed right back, acknowledging the unexpected yet providential partnership.
she whispered under her breath to krittika, ‘run back into the temple.
stay there til this is over.’ krittika protested. ‘but my lady…’ ‘now!’ she ordered.
krittika turned and ran up the temple steps.
shiva and the lady stood back to back in a standard defensive-partner position.
they covered al the directions of any possible attack.
the three attackers charged in.
two more jumped in from behind the trees to join the other three.
shiva raised his sword defensively as the shepherd came up close.
feigning a sideward movement to draw the shepherd into an aggressive attack, shiva dropped his sword low.
the shepherd should have been tempted to move in for a kil wound and in response, shiva would have quickly raised his sword and dug it deep into the shepherd’s heart.
the shepherd, however, moved unexpectedly.
instead of taking advantage of shiva’s opening, he tried to strike shiva’s shoulder.
shiva quickly raised his right arm and swung viciously, inflicting a deep wound across the shepherd’s torso.
as the shepherd fel back, another attacker moved in from the right.
he swung from a distance.
not too smart a move, as it would merely have inflicted a surface nick.
shiva stepped back to avoid the swing and brought his sword down in a smooth action to dig deep into the attacker’s thigh.
screaming in agony, this attacker too fel back as another attacker joined in the fight from the left, shiva realised that this was indeed a very strange -ssault.
the attackers seemed to know what they were doing.
they seemed to be good warriors.
but they also seemed to be in a bizarre dance of avoidance.
they did not appear to want to kil.
merely injure.
it was because they held themselves in check that they were being beaten back very easily.
shiva parried off another attack from the left and pushed his sword viciously into the man’s shoulder.
the man screamed in pain as shiva pushed him off the blade with his left hand.
slowly, but surely, the attackers were being worn out.
they were suffering too many injuries to seriously carry on the -ssault for long.
suddenly a giant of a man ran in from behind the trees carrying swords in both hands.
the man was cloaked in a black hooded robe from head to toe while his face was hidden by a black mask, shaped exactly like a human face.
the only visible parts of his body were his large imp-ssive almond-shaped eyes and strong fleshy hands.
he charged upon shiva and the lady as he barked an order to his men.
he was too large to battle with agility.
but he compensated for his slow pace with his unusualy skiled arms.
shiva registered from the corner of his eye that the other attackers were picking up the injured and withdrawing.
the hooded figure was fighting a briliant rearguard action as his men retreated.
shiva realised that the man’s hood would impair his side vision.
that was a weakness that could be exploited.
moving to the left, shiva swung ferociously, hoping to peg him back so that the lady could finish the job from the other side.
but his opponent was up to the chalenge.
as he stepped slightly back, he deflected shiva’s swing with a deft move of his right hand.
shiva noticed a leather band on the hooded figure’s right wrist.
it had a sharp symbol on it.
shiva swung his sword back but the hooded figure moved aside effordessly to avoid the blow.
he pushed back a brutal flanking attack from the lady with his left hand.
he was keeping just enough distance from shiva and the lady to defend himself while at the same time keeping them engaged in combat.
al of a sudden the hooded figure disengaged from the battle and stepped back.
he began to tread backwards as he continued to point both his swords ahead, one at shiva and the other at the lady.
his men had al disappeared into the trees.
as he reached a safe distance, he turned and ran behind his men.
shiva considered chasing him but almost immediately decided against it.
he might just rush into an ambush.
shiva turned to the lady warrior and inquired, ‘are you alright?’ ‘yes i am,’ ‘she nodded before asking with a sombre expression.
are you injured?’ ‘nothing serious.
i’l survive!’ he grinned.
in the meantime, krittika came running down the temple steps and asked breathlessly, ‘my lady.
are you alright?’ ‘yes i am,’ she answered. ‘thanks to this foreigner here.’ krittika turned to shiva and said, ‘thank you very much.
you have helped a very important woman.’ shiva did not seem to be listening though.
he continued to stare at krittika’s mistress as if he were possessed.
krittika struggled to conceal a smile.
the n-ble woman averted her eyes in embarr-ssment, but said politely, ‘i am sorry, but i am quite sure that we have not met earlier.’ ‘no it’s not that,’ said a smiling shiva. ‘it’s just that in our society, women don’t fight.
you move your sword quite wel for a woman.’ o hel!
that came out al wrong. ‘excuse me?’ she said, a slightly beligerent tone in her voice, clearly upset about the for-awoman remark.
you don’t fight too badly either for a barbarian.’ ‘not too badly?!
i’m an exceptional sword fighter!
do you want to try me?’ o bl–dy hel!
what am i saying?
i’m not going to impress her like this!
her expression resumed its detached, supercilious look once again. ‘i have no interest in dueling with you, foreigner.’ ‘no.
no.
don’t get me wrong.
i didn’t want to duel with you.
i just wanted to tel you that i am quite good at sword-fighting.
i am good at other things as wel.
and it came out al wrong.
i rather like the fact that you fought for yourself.
you are a very good swordsman.
i mean a swordswoman.
in fact, you are quite a woman…,’ b-mbled shiva, losing the filter of judgement, exactiy at the time when he needed it the most.
krittika, with her head bowed, smiled at the increasingly appealing exchange.
her mistress, on the other hand, wanted to chastise the foreigner for his highly inappropriate words.
but he had saved her life.
she was bound by the meluhan code of conduct. ‘thank you for your help, foreigner.
i owe you my life and you wil not find me ungrateful.
if you ever need my help, do cal on me.’ ‘can i cal on you even if i don’t need your help?’ sh-t!
what am i saying?!
she glared at the caste-unmarked foreigner who clearly did not know his place.
with superhuman effort, she controled herself, nodded politely and said, ‘namaste.’ with that, the aristocratic woman turned around to leave.
krittika continued to stare at shiva with admiring eyes.
however, on seeing her mistress leaving, she too turned hurriedly to folow. ‘at least tel me your name,’ said shiva, walking to keep pace with her.
she turned around, staring even more gravely at shiva. ‘look, how wil i find you if i need your help?’ asked shiva sincerely.
for a moment, she was out of words or a glare.
the request seemed reasonable.
she turned towards krittika and nodded. ‘you can find us at devagiri,’ answered krittika. ‘ask anyone in the city for lady sati.’ ‘sati…,’ said shiva, letting the ethereal name rol over his tongue. ‘my name is shiva.’ ‘namaste, shiva.
and i promise you, i wil honour my word if you ever need my help,’ said sati as she turned and climbed into her chariot, folowed by krittika.
expertly turning the chariot, sati urged her horses into a smooth trot.
without a backward look she sped away from the temple.
shiva kept staring at the disappearing profile of the chariot.
once it was gone, he continued to stare at the dust with intense jealousy.
it had been fortunate enough to have touched her.
i think i’m going to like this country.
for the first time in the journey, shiva actualy looked forward to reaching the capital city of the meluhans.
he smiled and started towards the rest house.
have to get to devagiri quickly.
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