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thefadedyouth - thanks lyrics

you can’t k!ll me
when i’m k!lling myself
i appreciate the favor
yeah thanks for your help

i’m dreaming of a heaven
while i’m sleeping in a h-ll
people ask me how i’m doing but
i swear that i will never tell, the truth

i’m too used to lying
n0body knows who i am
n0body knows who i am
n0body knows who i am

i am something that you’ve never seen
a little bit of everything
i am only seventeen
i’ve let a lot of people down
f-cked a lot of people over
all for my own sake
just digging my own grave
just beginning to realize
that something don’t feel right
but i still got to eat so i
guess it’s back to real life

it’s not f-cking fair
that there are places where
it’s easier to k!ll than it is to care
about anything, or anyone at all

i hate making my mom cry
i often think of suicide
i’m always insensitive
but that’s because my stupid pride

i swear that sh-t can ruin lives
and money can influence guys
and p-ssy got me acting dumb
and even when i want to cry
i always just stick up my thumb
say that i’m fine, but i’m lying and i’m guilty

i wish a wish could k!ll me
you feel me? you feel me?
nah
but do you really f-cking feel me?

well i just want to get by
just want to get by
just want to get by
just want to- well i just want to
get by
just want to get by
just want to get by

drugs are the cure
i’m so d-mn sure
because every time i snort em
pop em, smoke em, drink em
i feel so much f-ckin’ better
than i did before
i just have to endure
the nausea, and depression
and the pressure to make my mom proud
i know she would break down if she ever f-ckin’ saw me noddin’ out
i’ve gotten bout two hours of sleep
in the past week
thinking bout a b-tch named ashley
or samantha
or amber
or miranda
or olivia
it felt so good to finally get rid of ya
i regret all the attention i was giving ya
i was into ya… literally
what the f-ck had ever gotten into me?
i don’t know why this high is bringing back memories
maybe it’s the late night text that this b-tch keep on sendin me

i’m exhausted
i am mentally spent
i said i don’t give a f-ck
but you ain’t get what i meant
i meant i care so much that i can’t even admit it
this all happened for a reason i just really do not get it
i can’t let it be the last time that i let it
f-ck me up
for good
because i would
but i won’t
but maybe i will cuz i just don’t
give a f-ck bout how anyone feels

d-mn i feel pathetic
like it’s not supposed to matter
but i put my heart into it
and turned it to a disaster
saturated in feelings that i never even asked for
and i take back what i said, you don’t deserve the best
you could go to sleep forever i’d only give it a rest
i hope you hear me now because i hope that you go deaf
an i hate you with every cell of oxygen that’s in my breath
but that’s not saying much because there’s not much left

well i just want to get by
just want to get by
just want to get by
just want to- well i just want to
get by
just want to get by
just want to get by

there’s a curve in the road what if i just stayed straight
i got a curfew i know but i’mma just stay late
make a couple more drinks
because i don’t have to drive
if i had mixed it with the sh-t
i was doing but then i quit i prolly wouldn’t be alive

but that just might be better
take a c-cktail of drugs so for a while i can forget her
thinking bout tomorrow turns into thinking bout forever
thinking about forever just makes me depressed

it’s not my fault i’m not impressed by the money
or the clothes, or the ho’s or anything without a depth
i can’t stop thinking bout my life after death
and to everyone that hasn’t left me yet
thanks it means a lot
cuz if it weren’t for you
this would be about as far as i got

i have to leave
like i have to breathe
there is
nothing here for me

i have to leave
like i have to breathe
there is
nothing here for me
there is
nothing here for me

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