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therealdylann - our story lyrics

i was 22 and stupid doing drugs and making music
i guess nothing really changed, cause i’m sad and i’m going through it
i still don’t know what i’m doing, f+ck my life it’s too confusing
my depressions too consuming and i can’t wait till my conclusion
2019 is the year that i met her when things were better
shawty wrote me a letter that said we’d always be together
but forever and ever never happened cause i upset her
there’s no way i could forget her her love is what i remеmber
on our first date i gave hеr my sweater gave her all my effort, i told her that i’d protect her i folded under the pressure
my problems were front and center, our relationship mislead her to my cycle of trauma so there’s no way i could’ve kept her
romanticizing the past, it was happy it was sad our love was a toxic but beautiful f+cked up romance
cause one second we’d be fighting and the next we’d hold hands
she’s the first love of my life and the last there’s no chance
that i open up my heart again, you’ll never know hard it is for me to have a partnership
i wanted the one i started with if not i want no part of it
i swear i’m disregarding it cause i don’t have no confidence in finding what i lost and sh+t
we lost a baby together and that’s been on my mind cause all my homies got they own now i been thinking “where’s mine?”
she was supposed to be the one, we was supposed to create a life she was supposed to be my ride or die, supposed to be my wife
and i let out all of my baggage one night in santa barbra
i unloaded my secrets on her that was too much drama, i was drunk as f+ck of course cause i have a drinking problem
and she stayed with me despite that i was at rock bottom
then we moved to oregon and try to change our story and i made it even worse
and that’s gonna be the origin of all the animosity she started having towards me
cause shortly after we moved back to cali she ignored me
everything blew up right in front of my f+cking face
she just couldn’t keep on going she was carrying my weight
she was crying all night she was gone the next day, i forgot who i was so i changed into rain
she was never really far from me an hour away
but it felt like there was a world in between us with all that sp+ce
we spent 2021 tryna deal with all that pain
then i won her heart again last september but hold on wait, we moved to hollywood and thought that everything was good
but as time went on i guess that we were both misunderstood
because i fell right back into the mental state that had her shook
and on june 5th she packed her sh+t up now she’s really gone for good
and the past couple months have been the toughest of my life
cause i figured all my sh+t out but didn’t do it in time
yeah she’s moving on for real while i feel like i wanna die
we had our last conversation yesterday we said goodbye, goodbye

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