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thesanity - internal thoughts ll lyrics

[verse 1]
i’m the bull in the game ain’t no matadors (yep)
i don’t let them in, i don’t ever have an open door (nope)
i don’t find the answers to depression in a liquor store (drank)
i go grab my journal and start writing all my metaphors (yeah)
it’s a whole different journey with the path i’m on
i ain’t ash ketchum i ain’t got a goal to catch em’ all
i ain’t pumping iron but i’m working to be getting strong
mentally i’m stable till i find the mic and then i’m gone (yeah)

and i got a new kind of enemy
it be myself and i’m steadily
falling apart, but it’s breaking my heart
i be feeling (m)alone with the melody
and too many people want equity
but i be out throwing the penalty
but it’s the beginning of a new adventure
and i still be looking for centering
but i know i’m looking for therapy
and not due to terrible parenting
but i got the devil that stealing my thoughts like a robber
it’s breaking and entering
and i know i’m leaving a legacy
with every single of ent-ties
but i still be writing and using my p-ssion
because the music is my remedy

and everybody in my lane they better clear the way
they say the good die young so i ain’t here to stay
and joyner spitting how he feels and i know i relate
cause the haters on my tongue they got the devils taste
and now i’m entering the ring and i be squaring up
but everybody that i see be in a chariot
i’m claustrophobic like a shark in an aquarium
so i be flying to the front like secretariat
and i be thinking thoughts that i don’t understand it’s difficult
locked up all my feelings in my head like they be criminals
starting making changes i’m a different individual
but in the rap game, i’m living life invisible
and music is my life and it’s kind of hard to comprehend
like when youtube tries their best to give you recommends
and i don’t want the money, i know i will go and overspend
and i don’t got the time but maybe soon i’ll find a lady friend
it’s a cruel world and i’m trying to find a missing link
following a dream is like you’re skating in a roller rink
you be making circles cause they doubting what you wanna be
and it ain’t really you, it’s all about what other people think
you might got the confidence but you ain’t on the panel
who’s judging every person like they flipping through the channels
and giving critiscm hoping everyone can handle
the negativity that’s out here looking like a scandal

and this is what i do in the morning when it ain’t be lit
even though i’m hungry and i might go hit up pita pit
sorry bout the lyrics i know everything it contradicts
when it comes to music i can kind of be a hypocrite
but this is how i like i don’t ever want a 9-5
i ain’t dissing jobs but it’s nothing that i wanna try
i’m always a dreamer and my head be stuck up in the sky
i don’t wanna settle i just wanna go and live my life
and these internal thoughts on the paper they just multiply
ever since i started writing lyrics up in the junior high
i’m never looking back, i’m the flash, i be running wild
and when i die, hear my music and i hope you smile (yeah)

- thesanity lyrics

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