tiad hilm - fear / loathing lyrics
[part 1: fear]
[intro: tiad hilm]
when i heard the news
my hands are really shaking
barely catch my breath
oh sh-t, felt like i’m sinking
things that i fear
it’s finally happening
not just my body
my soul too was trembling
[verse: tiad hilm]
i was so naive to think y’all just nothing
in fact, i believed in y’all ain’t doing something
in fact, life’s a b-tch, she f-cked me like you do
please, tell me what is wrong, what should i f-cking do?
now i live in constant fear
there goes my constant tear
silently do my prayer
f-ck you and your affair
this whole thing is insane
i wish you keeping me sane
i’m clueless of what’s to gain?
besides my reign of pain
do i gotta suffer or do i gotta bleed?
a good comforting lover is something that i need
try my best to recover
i won’t do something misdeed
so, heed my voice and read my lines
still watching you from the sidelines
but nothing i can’t do about all the crimes
you did, ’cause you mastered the sublime
i think i need some extra time
to think that you’re such a fraud
you’re so fake, crooked, and i can’t stand
the way you looked at him, f-ck that
then i’m asking you to be outcast
’til i can be free at long last
[part 2: loathing]
[chorus: moe hummid]
you f-cked my girl behind my back
you lied to me this whole time
did i do something wrong?
or you think that i’m so dumb?
[verse 1: cosmicburp]
what’s a god to a non-believer?
what’s matter for the pople?
what if i choose to be the evil?
went through the sleepless night and the deepest mind
seeking for some reasons
reaching out to realize that we’re not the deal
i feel the fear
i heed to kneel
i see the unreal
unclear; foolish-vital doubt and suicidal thoughts
i kissed the scissors, i spit on the mirror, i slit the wrists
i split the differences, i lit my cigarette
wishing to be deceased by the smoke
disease of the hope’s invading like the caesar of my season
i need to be healed but no one’s reaching
i need you to speak up, even though you won’t see me in the face
i bleed when you sneak out, we both know i can’t run fast in your pace
interphase, too much time being wasted in the celly
gotta wear a helmet ’cause if i don’t, i could never help it
[verse 2: tiad hilm]
wish i could be that guy who pulled her from the abyss
but she just gonna be the one that i really hate to miss
now i be reminiscin’ how she light my way to bliss
she’s smooth like swiss cheese, so thank god that she’s exist
it’s unclear i can’t resist to -ssist you coexist
because i think i’m an addict of befit to her soul kiss
some of you might hatin’ me, i know y’all think i’m hypocrite
all i do is to admit that i’m wrong and i’m selfish
just punch me with your strong hand, if that would make you feel better
even though it’s a dead letter, i’m aware that you’ll bitter
you know there ain’t gonna be later, it’s really now or forever
i know it’s going to sever, i’m welcome to be called the wrecker
that pleasure was really treasure, enter the center of the h-ll
“h-llo satan, i’ve come again so please just ring the f-cking bell”
f-ck the together whatever, this is the end of endeavor
sorry, it won’t happen again, whenever wherever, i’m gone
[outro: moe hummid]
you f-cked my girl behind my back
you lied to me this whole time
did i do something wrong?
or you think that i’m so dumb?
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