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tim the messiah trudel - fade to the darkness lyrics

[intro]
welcome to the freak show the ticket is free (free)
pick apart my differences and stick it to me (me)
it wouldn’t be so sick if i was gettin’ a fee
but it’s ridiculous how sickly and how fickle it be (yeah)
can i get a minute or a second to breathe?
or is this how the genesis had meant it to be? (huh?)
cuz i’m entrenched with all these men who are holding weapons to me (hey)
so if violence is your fetish guess there’s plenty to see

[1st verse]
now, who around here wanna roll with them?
oh, everyone, guess i’m alone again (sh+t)
all good cuz honestly i’m over them
just wish i didn’t make the mistake of having hope again
can’t wait to feel like i’m home again (yeah)
wait, can’t create that openin’
i guess that it’s all downhill from here
and that’s the only type of roll i been on (ay!)
feelin’ when i hold a pen
like gold’s in the forge time to pour it into
the molds that i sourced from the war within (f+ck this sh+t)
then feeling kinda cold again (yeah!)
i’m only hopin’ when they quote it (quote)
that they’ll remember who wrote it (wrote it)
or if they forget me that the words are deep enough
that they can cherish and hold it (yeah!)

[instrumental 8 bars]

[2nd verse]
grew up on the wrong side of town with the right kind of
parents you want to have around in a crowd near a
parish a high school and wow it’s the most ratchet
place that momma would allow her brood
to walk around in willingly (yeah)
but we saw sh+t kids shouldn’t see + but we saw sh+t kids shouldn’t see (nah)
despite all the best efforts put in me
to keep me straight i wouldn’t be (woo!)
but how would you feel if you were born a freak?
n0body’s shy about the ways in which you’re unique?
but they expect so much from you; it’s never enough from you
and life’s taxing you with exorbitant fees? (huh!?)
f+ck everything that i’ve been ordered to be (f+ck!)
disorderly and ornery as i’ve ever wanted to be
rather be poor than resort to a life of drudge or a plea
free is the only thing i’ve ever wanted to be

[bridge]
yeah, can you feel it?
can you see it?
is it real?
can i be it?
feelin’ like it’s starting to fade
like the earth’s beginnin’ to shake
life feels like i’m stood in its way
but it is still so intrinsically good in a way

[3rd verse]
wish i had the confidence (yeah)
wish i had the common sense
or providence in this politics
to get a leg up on these intolerant
f+cks (uh+huh) who think i belong to them
getting more confused with every song i pen
they can’t put me in a box and i look off to them
it’s like this bum i came across once said: (said what?)
wish i could wish upon a star that it’s all gonna change (hey!)
cuz i’m stuck on a level that is awfully strange (strange)
i can see past the shadows that it’s all just a game
and n0body knows the rules but we’re all gonna play (whoa)
what the f+ck is going on here? (what the f+ck?)
what the f+ck? i don’t belong here!
is everybody really crazy save me?
can no one else see there’s something wrong here? (aah!)

[4th verse]
been at rock bottom so long that it feels like home now (home now)
can’t wait to leave my hometown (what?)
and be on my own so i can remind those
who thought i wouldn’t make it they cannot steal my hopes (nah)
imma steel my hopes, you gon’ feel my woes
i’m comin’ back on your asses before you realize though
cuz after the magic has happened there’s only real life, yo (hi)
no plans on ever knowing what that feels like, so (hey!)
go if you want and fade to the darkness
and be another one who didn’t say or ever start sh+t
i pour out my soul leave it laying on the carpet
for you to see that when i’m saying all this dark sh+t (pew)
it isn’t meant to be abysmal and bleak
just a roundabout way to say that this is unique (unique)
and that no matter where you’re at this isn’t the peak
it gets easier to look past the difficulties, yeah

[outro]
f+ck that

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