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toddi - losing it lyrics

[verse 1]
i struggle with self doubt, mind constantly in drought
insomnia keeping me up until i p-ss out
i wake up in cold sweats, worry about debts
put through by education, all of it regrets
wasting years of my life studying subjects
looking back on it now, seems that i was subject
to it by my mother for the extra support
which she wouldn’t have needed if i did any ch-r-s
but i was too busy in my room trying to follow my dreams
hoping that it would work out and that someday i’d please
the people at home that always believed in me
i just wish it was as easy as people make it seem
cause i’m running out of options to make them proud
and it’s unlikely that i’ll ever gain a crowd
head’s come down from the clouds, and my eyes fill the sea
now i’m begging on my knees, please, listen to my plea

[hook]
i think i’m losing it, or am i just losing?
i can’t put up with this no more
am i breaking down or am i just breaking?
i can’t live like this no more

[verse 2]
i need to stage an intervention to realise
that with all this pent up anger i keep inside
makes me go loco, destroy everything that i own
i ask myself where do i go, am i living life wrong?
i need to not worry about being a success
because the ones that you love won’t love you any less
i try tell myself this but i don’t trust myself
’cause i’m really ready to fold the hand i’ve been dealt
is it a chip on my shoulder? should i have told her?
i don’t know but i’ll keep a grudge ’til i’m older
but hey, here’s a line in the sand
i think it’s time to retract my extended hand
i tried to help you as much as i possibly could
and now we’re both left all alone where we’re stood
time still goes on with fake recycled friends
i beg to myself, when will this sh-t end?

[hook]
i think i’m losing it, or am i just losing?
i can’t put up with this no more
am i breaking down or am i just breaking?
i can’t live like this no more

[verse 3]
nothing i could do to prevent the depression that hits
it’d be a lie that i never thought of slitting my wrists
but at least i can say i stayed away from the drugs
and i’ve never stooped so low to give a substance a hug
even though at hard times i’ve felt temptation to do so
so i settled with the alcohol to call it a truce, though
i think that sometimes i should give my liver a break
cause it’s got at least 8 more freaking years to take
you see, i don’t see myself ever lasting that long
i just hope to leave a living legacy through my songs
that the people i knew can remember me for
kelso, zach, sean, rhys and many more
they stayed with me throughout all the thick and the thin
every sour note and every deadly sin
but i need to find an end, inside myself i look
here’s my death sentence, it’s time for the hook

[hook]
i think i’m losing it, or am i just losing?
i can’t put up with this no more
am i breaking down or am i just breaking?
i can’t live like this no more

i think i’m losing it, or am i just losing?
i can’t put up with this no more
am i breaking down or am i just breaking?
i can’t live like this no more

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